White Privilege and White Guilt
Recently I was visiting Atlanta, and on the train to the airport at the end of my trip something happened that is not uncommon, yet caused quite the discussion between my partner and myself. A large 30-something African American man sat down across the aisle and asked us if we had a dollar to spare. We said no, and he continued to say that he didn't believe us because we were "gallivanting around the city", and he was glad we were leaving Atlanta. So after leaving MARTA our discussion beings... In reality of course I have a dollar. I feel that I earned my money and am only a student, so I can't afford to give money to everyone who asks me for it. But then reading The Color of Wealth and discussing white privilege in class I understand that my race is what has allowed me to be at the status I am. As many other people have mentioned this leads to guilt. Because of my white privilege do I really owe it to this man to give him one of my dollars? While waiting for my flight we discussed how often white privilege often turns into white guilt. Both of us were raised in white upper middle class lifestyles, and understand how lucky we are, but I also work in order to pay for my apartment, car insurance, food, and anything else I want. That dollar I give away is one I could possibly need very soon, but still know that I am probably better off than the man asking for it. In our discussion I tried to explain that because the government created our white privilege, it is not something that should cause guilt. If we still feel the guilty for something beyond our control, we should use that to cause change, and work for a better future. Should I have given that man a dollar? Maybe, but would it have been for the right reasons? (Although I am sure he doesn't care what the reason is.)
I am also relating this to what we talked about in class today. In our discussions of the budget, and who gets what, I thought of Robin Hood who stole from the rich to give to the poor. I told our group that this is what we need now in our government. So what about the working class? Should we take from them to give to the poor too? Or are they considered poor as well?
It is funny how learning one thing brings up fifty new questions.