April 15, 2005

Its all coming to an end

it is funny how things work out and just don't work out. I have been planning and hoping and waiting for this graduation and the BIG party with my family and friends. It has now ended, very abruptly actually. well not much I can do with it now, its over and done with.
sometimes I stop and think why I keep putting myself through this shit.

Posted by boor0017 at 11:04 AM

March 23, 2005

configuring

so yesterday i completely lost it in a session. i must have alot of things going on in my head. i get excited to go home then i come down off this high and feel nervous and like shit. i didn't realize how my life is changing everyday and how much it is overwehlming for me. since i am a planner and have to know where i'm going, its stressful to have no attachments and no strings.

Posted by boor0017 at 8:01 AM · thoughts

trying it out

So I'm just trying this out, hopefully this will be a place for me to vent, to write, to be something

Posted by boor0017 at 7:46 AM