a perspective take on the definition of our existence.
So much present inside my present
Inside my present so...so much past
Inside my present inside my past
Inside my present
So, so
Feist, Past in Present Lyrics
I am first and foremost defined by family and my past experiences. My parents have been my greatest teachers on life, morals, decision making. It is from my dad that I have learned compassion, hard work, creativity, and problem solving; from my mom, kindness, respect, humility, grace, and holism. My actions, decisions, and perspectives on daily life directly reflect what I have learned from these two individuals. My relationship with my parents is beyond blood relation, beyond a forced growth environment over which I had no choice. As a child and as an adult, I have been exposed to many different culture, situations, and perspectives that have also deeply influenced me as a person. However, I have fully chosen, now, to define myself mostly through upbringing as my parents as individuals and my experience growing up more fully resonates with the person I am and the lifestyle I’ve chosen today.

The value I’ve placed on family and relationships directly correlates with my passion for the sustainability millennium goal. In the broadest sense, we are a relational being. We are programmed to care and communicate with one another as an entire race. We are cyclical. We are born, we exist, we procreate, and we pass on. In our society, undoubtedly, we are taught to maximize that existence. We are hardly taught to focus on how and why we procreate, or how we should pass. We are responsible for creating and sustaining a race that needs a supporting environment to function and to complete the cycle. In this basic sense, we need to put energy into our environment as we put energy into ourselves.
To emphasize the point further, we need an environment that supports our relational nature to one another. As I shared the biggest influence on my life, most people would agree that their most defining thing in their life has been a person or related to an individual. We all have some connection to this world, to the other individuals in this world, which creates a connection to the environment that supports each relationship, giving us all reason to care.
"Our loyalties must transcend our
race, our tribe, our class, and
our nation; and this means we must
develop a world perspective."
Martin Luther King

Whether it is a direct generational relative or not, we can trust that future generations will also need a space to relate to one another and create connections. There will be someone similar to me that will need an environment to grow, make decisions, learn from their parents. What I do now to this environment affects the ability for that person to define themselves within their world.
"The ultimate test of a moral society is the kind of world that it leaves to its children."
Dietrich Bonhoeffer, German theologian
We need to be aware of what is important to us now, and realize that it will still be important to others later. One way to recognize this is through sustainability and health of our environment.
A second measure that I use to define my existence is based on my success as an individual. In the long list of items to measure, I often attempt to asses my success as a daughter, as a sister, as a friend, as a student, as a community member, as a learner and as a teacher. Inevitable, although we all have different measures of success, we do assess this often. We especially assess our selves in relation to the typical standards. We look in a magazine and assess our success at beauty. We read our report card as assess our success at intelligence.
In the end, our assessment of our success is linked to a value or self worth. We also asses the success of other things, other people, other situations outside of ourselves and give those a value too.
This builds up an environment of value that in turn imposes on the perception and assessment of future values. For instance, I used the example of a magazine influencing our assessment of beauty. Maybe one individual chooses to ignore that measure of ‘standard beauty’ while another uses it to define their self value. Overall, I think we can assume that what society presents as a standard measure for success in a certain area is the typical, or becomes the typical standard for most individuals. This is the reason it is society’s standard in the first place (for the most part) because the majority of people believe (believed) it to be true.
Our current society’s measure of success is often displayed and associated with things, with money, with status, with love, with presence in ‘successful surroundings’, or with ‘successful people’.
You need a real woman in your life
That's a good look
Taking care, home is still fly
That's a good look
Imma help you build up your account
Thats a good look.
Beyonce, Upgrade You Lyrics
When I was five years old I realized there was a road
At the end I will win lots of pots of gold
Never took a break never made a mistake
Took time to create cuz there's money to make
To be a billionaire takes hard work for years
Some nights I shedded tears while I sent up prayers
Been through hard times even worked part time
Kool G. Rap & DJ Polo, Road to the Riches Lyrics

Both sets of song lyrics clearly show how popular media defines success. The first implies that you can be successful by having someone with you that is already ‘successful’. It also implies that money can make you successful. She uses the terms ‘good look’ to imply that others a viewing you and that the way you appear has an effect on how others view you as successful. The second song implies another aspect of success that is very commonly believed in society, that hard work achieves money and money achieves ultimate success. With this, as the lyrics demonstrate, that harder you have to work, the more “worthy� your success in the end. In the rap community, as in many other communities, this has somewhat glorified this “rag to riches� tale. If you start off with no “success� your achieved “success� in the end is more valuable. It is also clearly implied again here that success or riches comes in the form of money or material items. This popular belief resonates with many different areas of life, included religion as the quote below describes.
God is on everyone's side … and in the last analysis, he is on the side with plenty of money and large armies.
Jean Anouilh
Success in life is to have these riches, and the riches are given a value by each of us depending on our individual scales of measurement, depending on our individual lenses by which we see the world.
It's pretty hard to tell what does bring happiness. Poverty an' wealth have both failed.
Kin Hubbard
Hubbard brings up an interesting point as well in measuring our success. Popular belief would state that having success is to also be happy. He suggests the contradiction between having nothing and having everything, which implies inherently a materialistic approach of having something.
Sustainability and the millennium goal of ensuring sustainability will also be measured in some term(s) of success. As designers, this creates an opportunity to create terms to measure this success. It creates a challenge and ultimately a response that is more holistic and reflects success on many different levels. These levels could include, but may not be limited to environmentally sustainable, functional, respectful, sensitive, stimulating, and meaningful. Measuring success based on sustainability only adds another element to be achieved, making the overall design stronger.
There must be a better way to make the things we want, a way that doesn't spoil the sky, or the rain or the land.
Sir Paul McCartney
We have to have a way of dealing with this that engenders confidence, trust, gives us every chance of getting the right outcome and boosts both sustainability and economic return at the same time.
John Anderson
Ultimately, I know that my beliefs and my perspective are tainted through a lens that is uniquely mine. My definition of existence most definitely will contradict others, and can never be entirely holistic in incorporating everything. However, in understanding that there is contradiction, and that one thing can never be all things, is a huge achievement in itself.
We are all something, but none of us are everything.
Blaise Pascal
The last reason I can relate to these millennium goals, particularly the environmentally sustainable goal, is because they do encompass the flexibility to be achieved in many ways according to different perspective lenses. Our lens of lifestyle in the United States sees sustainability as a very different idea than countries who struggle with access to clean water, hygiene, or shelter in general. I am looking forward to broadening my lens to incorporate the need for sustainability to create a more holistic personal perspective on the matter that is beyond LEED certification and green building materials.

One's first step in wisdom is to question everything - and one's last is to come to terms with everything.
Georg C. Lichtenberg
There must come a day
When a box is not somebody's home
The unfinished work of our heroes
Must truly be our own
We can't let the future become our past
If we are to change the world
Won't you tell me
Tell me please
How many miles must we march
Ben Harper, How Many Miles Must We March Lyrics
I irrigate illusions
Then let them grow
How can I pacify myself?
And let go
And I run wild to see
Who I turned out to be
Yael Naim, Too Long Lyrics