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         <title>summer</title>
         <description><![CDATA[<p>It's summer.  Blissful mornings of waking up on your own instead of by the harsh beeping of the alarm.  The warm tingling of the sunshine on your skin.  Clear, bright blue skies full of fluffy clouds like cotton balls haphazardly spilt into the heavens. <br />
Sometimes I go out to the playground and sit on the bars and just take it all in, thinking about nothing and everything in particular. It's warm and cozy and peaceful for a while, and I bask in the heat of the sun like a lizard, feeling it warm my skin, and then deeper.  But after a while it becomes oppressive.  </p>

<p>The unforgiving sun beats down on the back of my neck, and I can feel a thin sheen of perspiration on my forehead. It's all new and amazing for a while, but then it changes, gradually, so you never know that it has until you're sick of it.<br />
As I walk home, I hear the crunch crunch crunch of the dried, parched grass underneath my feet. The earth is cracked.  The dirt looks too light, like it's been bleached from the rich brown it should be.  I remember the Four Seasons; my dad used to play it in the car all the time. He hated Summer. Summer was suffocatingly slow, with only a burst of activity here and there, fleeting, quickly choked into sluggishness. <br />
I understand.</p>

<p>The grass will grow back, I think.  It always does, bright and defiant in its verdant return. <br />
My dad always used to say that summer killed the weeds.  The real grass lives, returning in the spring, fresher and greener than ever.<br />
With a smile, I run home, my shoes pounding the asphalt with each step.  It 's different now.  Pound pound pound.  <br />
Yes, I understand. </p>]]></description>
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         <title>Happiness</title>
         <description><![CDATA[<p>Hi, I am Emily Chen, currently a high school senior, and I'll be attending UMN in the fall.<br />
And right now, I am completely and blissfully happy.<br />
You know those days when at first, you think it's a normal day, but all of a sudden, everything falls together?  Everything goes right, and for a fleeting few hours, you are on top of the world. <br />
That's what happened today, and I felt like I had to document my happiness, so I could remember it on those days when life is exactly the opposite, when you fail your calc test, crash during physics, and spill your electrophoresis buffer all over your lab notebook. <br />
Happy thing 1: National Merit scholarship!  Although I am convinced that College Board will haunt me for the rest of my life, misspell my name constantly, and give me the most boring tests imaginable, I thank them for the PSAT.<br />
Happy thing 2: I am finally getting a laptop!  Even better, not a sketchy, suspiciously cheap notebook that my dad obtained somewhere in China (which is exactly what happened with my flute, which is old and icky and has really loud pads.  I do not recommend buying important things from crappy stores in China)  but a completely legit Dell from the Studio line. I am so excited; I've wanted a laptop for forever. <br />
Happy thing 3: I am getting AutoCAD for freeeee! <br />
Happy thing 4: My Western blots are working!  I am getting DATA again! For the longest time my blots wouldn't image, and I would get these crazy smudges.  But now my troubles are ending. (About time!)<br />
Happy thing 5: Prom is tomorrow. Today, at least, I have the excitement of anticipation without having to even consider the reality that prom is actually...kind of boring.  <br />
And additionally, it's Friday, so I can procrastinate my lab and problem set for orgo!  Fantastic.<br />
And last, <a href="http://spectralgame.com/">I love NMR. This is the most amazing spectra site EVER.</a> <br />
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