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March 12, 2008

Grand Old Suburbia

The built environment is everything that is not natural. The built environment is a reorganization of the world by human consciousness. I live and am immersed almost completely in the built environment. How can it not affect who I am?
Of course an environment can have a plethora of different meanings. Man has built many things: houses, societies, civilizations.

build bɪld - Show Spelled Pronunciation[bild] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation verb, built or (Archaic ) build•ed; build•ing; noun
–verb (used with object)
1. to construct (esp. something complex) by assembling and joining parts or materials: to build a house.
2. to establish, increase, or strengthen (often fol. by up): to build a business; to build up one's hopes.
3. to mold, form, or create: to build boys into men.
4. to base; found: a relationship built on trust.

Is the environment physical, as in the buildings around me? Does it include the metaphysical, as in the society in which I live?


I think the built environment tends to detract from my character, my self.
To say something is “built� has a very different connotation from something that is “made.� “Built� things have structure, a distinct purpose; they are clearly organized and sturdy, if not rigid. The focus of the verb “to build� is very much on the end product, the finalized, finished piece and carries with it some idea of permanence. “Making� something, on the other hand, is much more focused on the process, caries with it a much more fluid concept of creation, and altogether seems more forgiving.

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I grew up in the suburbs and most of the buildings there were built to be as cheap and efficient as possible, in that order. All the roads are perpendicular; all the streets are named in alphabetical order. It is a place that is very easy to navigate if one understands the system under which it was built/planned, but it is also a place entirely without character. The frameworks there are all box-shaped, square. Properties are divided into grids, trees are arranged in straight lines, hills are flattened, bulldozed and carried away, to make way for flat plains. These cubic frameworks extend beyond the physical to our schedules which are organized into “blocks� of time. Our planned events and meetings start on the hour and end on the hour, regardless of whether we are finished with what we set out to do.

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As suburbanites we are a strictly geometric people. We mow our lawns concentrically, don’t cut corners, and if there is a sidewalk available we will follow it and won’t cross the lawn regardless of whether it would be much faster to do so. It’s as if perpendicular lines represent some tangible image of perfection to us.
I think there is a certain, box-like mindset behind all of these phenomena that is at the very core of the driving force of American ‘progress’ that not only shapes the way we organize our space but also our time, our priorities, and our lives. This is the basis for the built world/environment that I live in. I am not a fan.

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Regimented processes, blocks of time, allotment, busy schedules, and productiveness leave no room for fluidity, spontaneity, or inspiration.
I like patterns, I think it is human nature to do so, but I hate rigidity. To me the nature of the un-built environment is adaptivity, which cannot exist without great fluidity, spontaneity, and inspiration. There is such a thing as too much control, and I think the current built environment is an exemplary illustration of this point.
The modern paradigm for successful living seems bent on eradicating all fun from the world, from existence.
Our clockworks are isochronal rather than cyclical.
We have wandered far from our roots.

March 7, 2008

Things to do before I die:

Write a book.

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Get in a bar fight.

Kiss in the rain.

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Write a song.

Meet the president.

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Win a trophy.

Save a life.

Build a piece of furniture.

Learn a craft.

Take a spontaneous road trip.

Live in New York.

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Live in Northern California.

Visit Europe.

Visit Asia.

Visit Australia.

Visit South America.

Visit Africa.

Visit Antarctica.

Go to a concert.

Go to Ozzfest.

Swim on the east coast.

Swim on the west coast.

Plant a garden.

Make apple pie from scratch.

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Fall in love.

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Fall out of love.

Be jaded.

Have an epiphany.

Lose everything in the stock market.

Tame a squirrel.

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Make friends with a reformed drug dealer.

Inspire something in someone.

Play Rachmaninoff.

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Get sued.

Feel the beat.

Get high.

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Get drunk.

Quit smoking.

Have a funeral for your cat.

Cry over spilt milk.

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Meet a peacock.

Shoot something with a rifle.

Kill and clean a deer.

Eat said deer.

Make a snow angel.

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Have an identity crisis.

Go through a mid-life crisis.

Be on TV.

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Make a pass at a stranger.

Ask someone out.

Be rejected for a date.

Write in a journal.

Step on a bus and go where it takes you.

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Fuck up.

Apologize profusely.

Move on.

Make promises you can’t keep.

Punch a white supremacist.

Pick a fight with someone bigger than you.

Eat a bug.

Wear a red dress to a funeral.

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Crash a party.

Get a Brazilian wax.

Hitchhike.

Watch the clouds.

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Live through a tornado.

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Kiss a stranger.

Spend a week without showering.

Run a marathon.

Do a triathlon.

Jump off a waterfall.

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Break something expensive.

Vandalize a building.

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Steal a road sign.

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Heckle a politician.

Break a bone.

Believe in Santa Clause.

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Stop believing in Santa Clause.

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Find your twin.

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Throw a tantrum.

Write an editorial.

Wear a suit of armor.

Stay in a haunted house.

See a ghost.

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Ruin someone’s reputation.

Ruin your own reputation.

Watch Gone With the Wind.

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Don’t judge, just do.


I just can’t see my life as being constrained by the education I choose to pursue. It seems like a counterintuitive way to look at such a program, as something which constricts rather than expands your life. The process of education should never bind us, but allow us to reach further into the world, not only after we receive our degree but while we are receiving it. This question implies things about education that I find fundamentally wrong.


I also figure that regardless of what I do I will be making some sort of impact on my environment. How can it not? Can I know whether that impact is for good or ill? I don’t think I have the kind of authority to decide or even know the results of my interaction with the world.


If I weren’t in school I would be working. It’s not as though not being in the architectural program provides for perfect freedom from any constraint. Only heiresses can do that. And I'm not even in the architectural program anyhow. So coolots.


What else can I do but live my life? It is my highest calling, and not being a 5th dimensional being I cannot comprehend the significance of the whole of my life in a way which could possibly determine the meaning or intention of the actions I do today, tomorrow, yesterday, or the day before.


Hell, I guess I’m just a pragmatic idealist.

March 1, 2008

There is nothing left to lose.

GOAL 7: Ensure environmental sustainability.

"To love oneself is the beginning of a lifelong romance"
- Oscar Wilde (1854-1900)

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I believe in compulsory cannibalism. If people were forced to eat what they killed there would be no more war.
-Abbie Hoffman

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"Don't be so humble - you are not that great."
- Golda Meir (1898-1978) to a visiting diplomat

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"Anything that is too stupid to be spoken is sung."
- Voltaire (1694-1778)

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"The graveyards are full of indispensable men."
- Charles de Gaulle (1890-1970)

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First they came for the Communists, and I didn't speak up because I wasn't Communist. Then they came for the Jews, and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Jew. Then they came for the trade unionists and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a trade unionist. Then they came for the Catholics, and I didn't speak up because I was Protestant. Then they came for me, and by that time there was no one left to speak up for me.
-Martin Niemoller

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"And don't tell me God works in mysterious ways", Yossarian continued. "There's nothing mysterious about it. He's not working at all. He's playing. Or else He's forgotten all about us. That's the kind of God you people talk about, a country bumpkin, a clumsy, bungling, brainless, conceited, uncouth hayseed. Good God, how much reverence can you have for a Supreme Being who finds it necessary to include such phenomena as phlegm and tooth decay in His divine system of Creation? What in the world was running through that warped, evil, scatalogical mind of His when He robbed old people of the power to control their bowel movements? Why in the world did He ever create pain?"
-Joseph Heller (Catch22)

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"In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends."
- Martin Luther King Jr. (1929-1968)

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War is a quarrel between two thieves too cowardly to fight their own battle; therefore they take boys from one village and another village, stick them into uniforms, equip them with guns, and let them loose like wild beasts against each other.
-Thomas Carlyle

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"The difference between 'involvement' and 'commitment' is like an eggs-and-ham breakfast: the chicken was 'involved' - the pig was 'committed'."
- unknown

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"The true measure of a man is how he treats someone who can do him absolutely no good."
- Samuel Johnson (1709-1784)

Monsters cannot be announced. One cannot say: 'here are our monsters', without immediately turning the monsters into pets.
-Jacques Derrida

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He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would fully suffice. This disgrace to civilization should be done away with at once. Heroism at command, senseless brutality, deplorable love-of-country stance, how violently I hate all this, how despicable and ignoble war is; I would rather be torn to shreds than be a part of so base an action! It is my conviction that killing under the cloak of war is nothing but an act of murder.
-Albert Einstein

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'Is it worth it? Should we just pull back, forget the whole thing as a bad idea and take care of our own problems at home?'
'No. We have to stay here and there's a simple reason why. Ask ten different scientists about the environment, population control, genetics and you'll get ten different answers, but there's one thing every scientist on the planet agrees on: Whether it happens in a hundred years or a thousand years or a million years, eventually our Sun will grow cold and go out. When that happens, it won't just take us. It'll take Marilyn Monroe and Lao-Tzu and Einstein and Morobuto and Buddy Holly and Aristophenes...and all of this...all of this was for nothing unless we go to the stars.'
-Sinclair being interviewed by Mary Ann Cramer (B5 'Infection')

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“The most precious gift we can offer others is our presence. When mindfulness embraces those we love, they will bloom like flowers.�
-Thich Nhat Hanh

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Article 19. Everyone has the right to freedom of opinion and expression; this right includes freedom to hold opinions without interference and to seek, receive and impart information and ideas through any media and regardless of frontiers.
-United Nations, Universal Declaration of Human Rights, adopted Dec.10, 1948

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“Life can be found only in the present moment. The past is gone, the future is not yet here, and if we do not go back to ourselves in the present moment, we cannot be in touch with life.�
-Thich Nhat Hanh

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"Learning is what most adults will do for a living in the 21st century."
- Lewis Perelman

Death on Two Legs (Dedicated to...) - Queen
Money - Jesca Hoop
How Am I Different? Aimee Mann
Jaded - Aerosmith
The Coast is Always Changing - Maximo Park
Down At McDonnellzzzzzz - Electric Six
With a Little Help From My Friends - Across the Universe Soundtrack (The Beatles)
Say It Ain't So - The Tallywood String Quartet (Weezer)
Redemption Day - Sheryl Crow
Colorblind - The Counting Crows
Staying Alive - Cursive
Where Does the Good Go? - Tegan and Sara
The City Consumes Us - The Delgados
Mad World - Gary Jules
I Can't Get Behind That - William Shatner
For What It's Worth - Buffalo Springfield
Because - Across the Universe Soundtrack (The Beatles)
Colors of the Wind - Alan Menken & Stephen Schwartz
More Adventurous - Rilo Kiley
Do You Realize? - The Flaming Lips
Ooh La La - Rod Stewart

If all this doesn't explain it to you, I don't think I can.