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    <title>Volunteer Blog</title>
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    <published>2008-05-16T04:38:15Z</published>
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    <summary>I donâ€™t have anything profound to write in here. I think this whole aspect of the blog prompts just sort of slipped past me without my becoming aware of it. At first I really didnâ€™t understand what it was you...</summary>
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        <![CDATA[<p>I donâ€™t have anything profound to write in here. I think this whole aspect of the blog prompts just sort of slipped past me without my becoming aware of it. At first I really didnâ€™t understand what it was you all wanted from the â€˜volunteerâ€™ aspect of the blog. By the end I think I understood but it was too late. I was waiting for some sort of prompt or mention of when we should start our volunteer journals in class and simply put it didnâ€™t happen. I donâ€™t remember it being mentioned again until the last few weeks of class when Ozayr berated us for not doing it and made a point of emphasizing that the assignment was in the syllabus. I looked back in the syllabus and indeed it was. I wondered how I could have possibly missed it. Then I realized that it was a combination of both my lack of assertiveness in not asking what was expected of us and Ozayr/TAâ€™s not actually clearly defining what was expected of us that led to what I am going to assume is a significant portion of the class in failing to do most of this assignment. In which case I hope the course is going to be graded on a curve.</p>]]>
        <![CDATA[<p>	Thus this is my first and last blog entry on my volunteer experience this semester. I began volunteering at the Volunteers of America Education Center (VOA) working as an ESL tutor for a class of primarily Somali adult immigrants, many who were, I believe, pre-literate. The semester started out with a bang and as I had two service-learning courses I decided to volunteer there for three hours every Wednesday night. In a way I found it refreshing because I got to get off campus and into an environment that didnâ€™t consist entirely of university students and a small portion of university faculty. It was nice to get away from that atmosphere, and into someplace that wasnâ€™t so full of privilege and selfishness, as college students are apt to be at times. I was also nervous because I wasnâ€™t familiar with the culture I was going to be interacting with and I really didnâ€™t know what I would be doing there. I had never tutored before and I had never taught before. I also didnâ€™t know the level of the students I would be working with, what they were capable of and what they werenâ€™t. I didnâ€™t want to underestimate anyone and likewise I didnâ€™t want to overestimate anyone and become unhelpful when trying to tutor them. There were times when I didnâ€™t feel very helpful, though. The program was not well funded and it seemed that at times it was scraping at the bottom for whatever it could get and so the organization of the class was not great and sometimes I didnâ€™t have much to do. This is also partly because a lot of the volunteers (many from this class, even) showed up erratically every few weeks, so the amount of help was not known beforehand and thus couldnâ€™t be incorporated into the class plan. I myself am guilty of this very same thing though, for at the end of the semester there were a few weeks when I decided last minute that I had too much schoolwork to do and couldnâ€™t make it. Three hours may have been too much of a commitment for me since I didnâ€™t really know what I would be doing when I decided that. </p>

<p>What I found most interesting was the difference in viewpoints between myself and the other natives of America and the immigrants. It was really fascinating when I started to see their point of view, especially because they were pre-literate because this that I took for granted as being self-explanatory werenâ€™t at all. The organization of simple worksheets, for instance, had to be explained each time to the students and I realized that the way that I had been taught to order my world, into graphs and patterns, lines was not simply the natural way to see things but a specific system I had been trained to use which these people had never learned. I think that the Somalis in these kinds of classes are perceived as dumb, but I simply donâ€™t believe that and I think that it is because of these thought systems we take for granted. Those that donâ€™t see things our way are seen as lacking common sense, but our way is not necessarily the most practical or the most natural. I was also humbled, which is something of a clichÃ© when people talk about their volunteer experiences, but I am. There was one day when I had a conversation with one of the students and he pulled out these documents which were medical documents for the government in order for him to qualify for welfare. It said post-traumatic and schizophrenia and I think it really hit me that there is so much that this generation of immigrants have gone through that I and most other people I know simply donâ€™t have any idea about. In teaching them English I didnâ€™t learn much about their pasts, but I got to know them as individual people and itâ€™s a strange thought to connect these traumas and diagnosis with those people that you know first hand. The man went on to explain that the papers allowed him to get money every month and he thought it was just fabulous. There was no shame. He also was not lazy or some freeloader, he wanted to get a job and buy a car and earn enough to marry, by no means was he trying to â€˜take advantageâ€™ of the system. And it was humbling to see people who had so little by todayâ€™s standards but who were capable of joy and happiness, people who could be sated by so little material goods, who valued the necessities of life and didnâ€™t require or expect more. I really enjoyed that.<br />
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    <title>Grand Old Suburbia</title>
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    <published>2008-03-13T04:54:48Z</published>
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    <summary>The built environment is everything that is not natural. The built environment is a reorganization of the world by human consciousness. I live and am immersed almost completely in the built environment. How can it not affect who I am?...</summary>
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        <![CDATA[<p>The built environment is everything that is not natural. The built environment is a reorganization of the world by human consciousness. I live and am immersed almost completely in the built environment. How can it not affect who I am?<br />
Of course an environment can have a plethora of different meanings. Man has built many things: houses, societies, civilizations. </p>

<p>build         bÉªld - Show Spelled Pronunciation[bild] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation verb, built or (Archaic ) buildâ€¢ed; buildâ€¢ing; noun <br />
â€“verb (used with object) <br />
1.	to construct (esp. something complex) by assembling and joining parts or materials: to build a house. <br />
2.	to establish, increase, or strengthen (often fol. by up): to build a business; to build up one's hopes. <br />
3.	to mold, form, or create: to build boys into men. <br />
4.	to base; found: a relationship built on trust. </p>

<p>Is the environment physical, as in the buildings around me? Does it include the metaphysical, as in the society in which I live?<br />
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        <![CDATA[<p><br />
I think the built environment tends to detract from my character, my self.<br />
To say something is â€œbuiltâ€? has a very different connotation from something that is â€œmade.â€? â€œBuiltâ€? things have structure, a distinct purpose; they are clearly organized and sturdy, if not rigid. The focus of the verb â€œto buildâ€? is very much on the end product, the finalized, finished piece and carries with it some idea of permanence. â€œMakingâ€? something, on the other hand, is much more focused on the process, caries with it a much more fluid concept of creation, and altogether seems more forgiving.</p>

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I grew up in the suburbs and most of the buildings there were built to be as cheap and efficient as possible, in that order. All the roads are perpendicular; all the streets are named in alphabetical order. It is a place that is very easy to navigate if one understands the system under which it was built/planned, but it is also a place entirely without character. The frameworks there are all box-shaped, square. Properties are divided into grids, trees are arranged in straight lines, hills are flattened, bulldozed and carried away, to make way for flat plains. These cubic frameworks extend beyond the physical to our schedules which are organized into â€œblocksâ€? of time. Our planned events and meetings start on the hour and end on the hour, regardless of whether we are finished with what we set out to do.</p>

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<p>As suburbanites we are a strictly geometric people. We mow our lawns concentrically, donâ€™t cut corners, and if there is a sidewalk available we will follow it and wonâ€™t cross the lawn regardless of whether it would be much faster to do so. Itâ€™s as if perpendicular lines represent some tangible image of perfection to us.<br />
I think there is a certain, box-like mindset behind all of these phenomena that is at the very core of the driving force of American â€˜progressâ€™ that not only shapes the way we organize our space but also our time, our priorities, and our lives. This is the basis for the built world/environment that I live in. I am not a fan.</p>

<p><a href="http://www.trendlines.com/prpoints.asp"><img alt="planner.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/planner.jpg" width="450" height="405" /></a></p>

<p>Regimented processes, blocks of time, allotment, busy schedules, and productiveness leave no room for fluidity, spontaneity, or inspiration.<br />
I like patterns, I think it is human nature to do so, but I hate rigidity. To me the nature of the un-built environment is adaptivity, which cannot exist without great fluidity, spontaneity, and inspiration. There is such a thing as too much control, and I think the current built environment is an exemplary illustration of this point.<br />
The modern paradigm for successful living seems bent on eradicating all fun from the world, from existence.<br />
Our clockworks are isochronal rather than cyclical.<br />
We have wandered far from our roots.<br />
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    <title>Things to do before I die:</title>
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    <published>2008-03-07T08:36:01Z</published>
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    <summary>Write a book. Get in a bar fight. Kiss in the rain. Write a song....</summary>
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        <![CDATA[<p>Write a book.</p>

<p><a href="http://alphaone666.deviantart.com/art/book-50026932"><img alt="book_by_AlphaONE666.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/book_by_AlphaONE666.jpg" width="450" height="300" /></a></p>

<p>Get in a bar fight.</p>

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<p>Kiss in the rain.</p>

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        <![CDATA[<p>Meet the president.</p>

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<p>Win a trophy.</p>

<p>Save a life.</p>

<p>Build a piece of furniture.</p>

<p>Learn a craft.</p>

<p>Take a spontaneous road trip.</p>

<p>Live in New York.</p>

<p><a href="http://anti-pixel.deviantart.com/art/New-York-Street-48545846"><img alt="New_York_Street_by_anti_pixel.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/New_York_Street_by_anti_pixel.jpg" width="450" height="451" /></a></p>

<p>Live in Northern California.</p>

<p>Visit Europe.</p>

<p>Visit Asia.</p>

<p>Visit Australia.</p>

<p>Visit South America.</p>

<p>Visit Africa.</p>

<p>Visit Antarctica.</p>

<p>Go to a concert.</p>

<p>Go to Ozzfest.</p>

<p>Swim on the east coast.</p>

<p>Swim on the west coast.</p>

<p>Plant a garden.</p>

<p>Make apple pie from scratch.</p>

<p><img alt="Apple%20pie%20mini.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Apple%2520pie%2520mini.jpg" width="332" height="443" /></p>

<p>Fall in love.</p>

<p><a href="http://-xades-.deviantart.com/art/Sanctuary-47545411"><img alt="Sanctuary_by__xades_.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Sanctuary_by__xades_.jpg" width="450" height="450" /></a></p>

<p>Fall out of love.</p>

<p>Be jaded.</p>

<p>Have an epiphany.</p>

<p>Lose everything in the stock market.</p>

<p>Tame a squirrel.</p>

<p><a href="http://figothecat.deviantart.com/art/hugo-s-new-friend-33320600"><img alt="hugo__s_new_friend_by_FigoTheCat.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/hugo__s_new_friend_by_FigoTheCat.jpg" width="450" height="581" /></a></p>

<p>Make friends with a reformed drug dealer.</p>

<p>Inspire something in someone.</p>

<p>Play Rachmaninoff.</p>

<p><img alt="rachmaninoff1.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/rachmaninoff1.jpg" width="300" height="437" /></p>

<p>Get sued.</p>

<p>Feel the beat.</p>

<p>Get high.</p>

<p><a href="http://skizz.deviantart.com/art/Misled-Youth-01-2978989"><img alt="Misled_Youth_01.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Misled_Youth_01.jpg" width="450" height="679" /></a></p>

<p>Get drunk.</p>

<p>Quit smoking. </p>

<p>Have a funeral for your cat.</p>

<p>Cry over spilt milk.</p>

<p><a href="http://rimhoff.deviantart.com/art/Don-t-cry-over-spilt-milk-1-67895659"><img alt="Don__t_cry_over_spilt_milk_1_by_rimhoff.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Don__t_cry_over_spilt_milk_1_by_rimhoff.jpg" width="450" height="300" /></a></p>

<p>Meet a peacock.</p>

<p>Shoot something with a rifle.</p>

<p>Kill and clean a deer.</p>

<p>Eat said deer.</p>

<p>Make a snow angel.</p>

<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/brianwjones/2116855696/in/photostream/"><img alt="snowangel.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/snowangel.jpg" width="450" height="297" /></a></p>

<p>Have an identity crisis.</p>

<p>Go through a mid-life crisis.</p>

<p>Be on TV.</p>

<p><a href="http://prething.deviantart.com/art/tv-67135359"><img alt="_tv_by_preThing.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/_tv_by_preThing.jpg" width="438" height="500" /></a></p>

<p>Make a pass at a stranger.</p>

<p>Ask someone out.</p>

<p>Be rejected for a date.</p>

<p>Write in a journal.</p>

<p>Step on a bus and go where it takes you.</p>

<p><a href="http://bionicdan.deviantart.com/art/Bus-to-Bolivia-24369597"><img alt="Bus_to_Bolivia_by_BionicDan.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Bus_to_Bolivia_by_BionicDan.jpg" width="450" height="347" /></a></p>

<p>Fuck up.</p>

<p>Apologize profusely.</p>

<p>Move on.</p>

<p>Make promises you canâ€™t keep.</p>

<p>Punch a white supremacist.</p>

<p>Pick a fight with someone bigger than you.</p>

<p>Eat a bug.</p>

<p>Wear a red dress to a funeral.</p>

<p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/fotex/243097725/"><img alt="243097725_1b2cdd0cb7_b.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/243097725_1b2cdd0cb7_b.jpg" width="451" height="299" /></a></p>

<p>Crash a party.</p>

<p>Get a Brazilian wax.</p>

<p>Hitchhike. </p>

<p>Watch the clouds.</p>

<p><a href="http://foureyes.deviantart.com/art/head-in-the-clouds-58786005"><img alt="_____head_in_the_clouds_by_foureyes.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/_____head_in_the_clouds_by_foureyes.jpg" width="450" height="450" /></a></p>

<p>Live through a tornado.</p>

<p><img alt="Tornado_by_g0tterdamerung.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Tornado_by_g0tterdamerung.jpg" width="450" height="338" /></p>

<p>Kiss a stranger.</p>

<p>Spend a week without showering.</p>

<p>Run a marathon.</p>

<p>Do a triathlon.</p>

<p>Jump off a waterfall.</p>

<p><a href="http://glowingtree.deviantart.com/art/Waterfall-3462477"><img alt="Waterfall.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Waterfall.jpg" width="450" height="340" /></a></p>

<p>Break something expensive.</p>

<p>Vandalize a building.</p>

<p><img alt="Graffiti.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Graffiti.jpg" width="388" height="454" /></p>

<p>Steal a road sign.</p>

<p><a href="http://kaisersalsek.deviantart.com/art/Graffiti-7149235"><img alt="Road_Sign_by_CorusCatio.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Road_Sign_by_CorusCatio.jpg" width="450" height="677" /></a></p>

<p>Heckle a politician.</p>

<p>Break a bone.</p>

<p>Believe in Santa Clause.</p>

<p><a href="http://robbvision.deviantart.com/art/Santa-s-Flight-62777697"><img alt="9246f8c65e90453f.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/9246f8c65e90453f.jpg" width="450" height="595" /></a></p>

<p>Stop believing in Santa Clause.</p>

<p><a href="http://mehmeturgut.deviantart.com/art/santa-1-43694639"><img alt="santa_______1_by_mehmeturgut.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/santa_______1_by_mehmeturgut.jpg" width="450" height="672" /></a></p>

<p>Find your twin.</p>

<p><a href="http://selebant.deviantart.com/art/twin-42164052"><img alt="_twin_by_selebant.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/_twin_by_selebant.jpg" width="450" height="341" /></a></p>

<p>Throw a tantrum.</p>

<p>Write an editorial.</p>

<p>Wear a suit of armor.</p>

<p>Stay in a haunted house.</p>

<p>See a ghost.</p>

<p><a href="http://spec-.deviantart.com/art/Ghost-4544679"><img alt="Ghost.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Ghost.jpg" width="450" height="358" /></a></p>

<p>Ruin someoneâ€™s reputation.</p>

<p>Ruin your own reputation.</p>

<p>Watch Gone With the Wind.</p>

<p><img alt="1500-1251~Gone-with-the-Wind-Posters.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/1500-1251~Gone-with-the-Wind-Posters.jpg" width="299" height="450" /></p>

<p><br />
Donâ€™t judge, just do.</p>

<p><br />
I just canâ€™t see my life as being constrained by the education I choose to pursue. It seems like a counterintuitive way to look at such a program, as something which constricts rather than expands your life. The process of education should never bind us, but allow us to reach further into the world, not only after we receive our degree but while we are receiving it. This question implies things about education that I find fundamentally wrong. </p>

<p><br />
I also figure that regardless of what I do I will be making some sort of impact on my environment. How can it not? Can I know whether that impact is for good or ill? I donâ€™t think I have the kind of authority to decide or even know the results of my interaction with the world.</p>

<p><br />
If I werenâ€™t in school I would be working. Itâ€™s not as though not being in the architectural program provides for perfect freedom from any constraint. Only heiresses can do that. And I'm not even in the architectural program anyhow. So coolots.</p>

<p><br />
What else can I do but live my life? It is my highest calling, and not being a 5th dimensional being I cannot comprehend the significance of the whole of my life in a way which could possibly determine the meaning or intention of the actions I do today, tomorrow, yesterday, or the day  before.</p>

<p><br />
Hell, I guess Iâ€™m just a pragmatic idealist.</p>]]>
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    <title>There is nothing left to lose.</title>
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        <![CDATA[<p>GOAL 7: Ensure environmental sustainability.</p>

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<p>"To love oneself is the beginning of a lifelong romance" <br />
- Oscar Wilde (1854-1900)</p>

<p><a href="http://girltripped.deviantart.com/art/Heavy-things-won-t-fly-69727619"><img alt="ebc263cd8fa5e36f.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/ebc263cd8fa5e36f.jpg" width="450" height="304" /></a></p>

<p>I believe in compulsory cannibalism. If people were forced to eat what they killed there would be no more war.<br />
-Abbie Hoffman</p>]]>
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<p><a href="http://dippedfeather.deviantart.com/art/rockstar-57777044"><img alt="_rockstar_by_dippedFEATHER.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/_rockstar_by_dippedFEATHER.jpg" width="450" height="451" /></a></p>

<p>"Don't be so humble - you are not that great." <br />
- Golda Meir (1898-1978) to a visiting diplomat </p>

<p><a href="http://digital404.deviantart.com/art/Race-to-the-Stars-2181427"><img alt="Race_to_the_Stars.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Race_to_the_Stars.jpg" width="450" height="355" /></a></p>

<p>"Anything that is too stupid to be spoken is sung." <br />
- Voltaire (1694-1778)</p>

<p><a href="http://figothecat.deviantart.com/art/kissing-teh-bride-29555802"><img alt="kissing_teh_bride_by_FigoTheCat.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/kissing_teh_bride_by_FigoTheCat.jpg" width="450" height="596" /></a></p>

<p>"The graveyards are full of indispensable men." <br />
- Charles de Gaulle (1890-1970) </p>

<p><a href="http://borissov.deviantart.com/art/My-boy-just-died-II-BW-28067906"><img alt="My_boy_just_died____II_BW_by_borissov.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/My_boy_just_died____II_BW_by_borissov.jpg" width="450" height="327" /></a></p>

<p>First they came for the Communists, and I didn't speak up because I wasn't Communist. Then they came for the Jews, and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Jew. Then they came for the trade unionists and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a trade unionist. Then they came for the Catholics, and I didn't speak up because I was Protestant. Then they came for me, and by that time there was no one left to speak up for me.<br />
-Martin Niemoller</p>

<p><a href="http://lillithseden.deviantart.com/art/A-boyfriend-called-stairs-14954065"><img alt="A_boyfriend_called_stairs_by_LillithsEden.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/A_boyfriend_called_stairs_by_LillithsEden.jpg" width="450" height="692" /></a></p>

<p><a href="http://fangedfem.deviantart.com/art/because-we-share-life-16216518"><img alt="_because_we_share_life__by_fangedfem.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/_because_we_share_life__by_fangedfem.jpg" width="450" height="360" /></a></p>

<p>"And don't tell me God works in mysterious ways", Yossarian continued. "There's nothing mysterious about it. He's not working at all. He's playing. Or else He's forgotten all about us. That's the kind of God you people talk about, a country bumpkin, a clumsy, bungling, brainless, conceited, uncouth hayseed. Good God, how much reverence can you have for a Supreme Being who finds it necessary to include such phenomena as phlegm and tooth decay in His divine system of Creation? What in the world was running through that warped, evil, scatalogical mind of His when He robbed old people of the power to control their bowel movements? Why in the world did He ever create pain?"<br />
-Joseph Heller (Catch22)</p>

<p><a href="http://pd-inc.deviantart.com/art/Live-Earth-67264234"><img alt="c36426f2463e02f5.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/c36426f2463e02f5.jpg" width="450" height="578" /></a></p>

<p>"In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends." <br />
- Martin Luther King Jr. (1929-1968)</p>

<p><a href="http://flumpie.deviantart.com/art/McHungry-not-lovin-it-16028456"><img alt="McHungry___not_lovin___it_by_flumpie.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/McHungry___not_lovin___it_by_flumpie.jpg" width="450" height="654" /></a></p>

<p>War is a quarrel between two thieves too cowardly to fight their own battle; therefore they take boys from one village and another village, stick them into uniforms, equip them with guns, and let them loose like wild beasts against each other.<br />
-Thomas Carlyle</p>

<p><a href="http://bleuz.deviantart.com/art/sail-away-17360728"><img alt="sail_away____by_bleuz.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/sail_away____by_bleuz.jpg" width="450" height="525" /></a></p>

<p>"The difference between 'involvement' and 'commitment' is like an eggs-and-ham breakfast: the chicken was 'involved' - the pig was 'committed'." <br />
- unknown</p>

<p><a href="http://md81.deviantart.com/art/Am-I-Next-36742798"><img alt="Am_I_Next__by_MD81.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Am_I_Next__by_MD81.jpg" width="450" height="674" /></a></p>

<p>"The true measure of a man is how he treats someone who can do him absolutely no good." <br />
- Samuel Johnson (1709-1784)</p>

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<p>Monsters cannot be announced. One cannot say: 'here are our monsters', without immediately turning the monsters into pets.<br />
-Jacques Derrida</p>

<p><a href="http://erdalkinaci.deviantart.com/art/038-40388628"><img alt="038_by_erdalkinaci.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/038_by_erdalkinaci.jpg" width="449" height="700" /></a></p>

<p>He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would fully suffice. This disgrace to civilization should be done away with at once. Heroism at command, senseless brutality, deplorable love-of-country stance, how violently I hate all this, how despicable and ignoble war is; I would rather be torn to shreds than be a part of so base an action! It is my conviction that killing under the cloak of war is nothing but an act of murder.<br />
-Albert Einstein</p>

<p><a href="http://larkin-art.deviantart.com/art/matricide-45233828"><img alt="matricide_by_larkin_art.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/matricide_by_larkin_art.jpg" width="450" height="613" /></a></p>

<p><a href="http://boogaloo-design.deviantart.com/art/Escape-from-the-city-77342808"><img alt="Escape_from_the_city_by_boogaloo_design.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Escape_from_the_city_by_boogaloo_design.jpg" width="450" height="433" /></a></p>

<p><br />
'Is it worth it? Should we just pull back, forget the whole thing as a bad idea and take care of our own problems at home?'<br />
'No. We have to stay here and there's a simple reason why. Ask ten different scientists about the environment, population control, genetics and you'll get ten different answers, but there's one thing every scientist on the planet agrees on: Whether it happens in a hundred years or a thousand years or a million years, eventually our Sun will grow cold and go out. When that happens, it won't just take us. It'll take Marilyn Monroe and Lao-Tzu and Einstein and Morobuto and Buddy Holly and Aristophenes...and all of this...all of this was for nothing unless we go to the stars.'<br />
-Sinclair being interviewed by Mary Ann Cramer (B5 'Infection')</p>

<p><a href="http://grelin-machin.deviantart.com/art/i-hate-morning-77792157"/><img alt="i_hate_morning_by_grelin_machin.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/i_hate_morning_by_grelin_machin.jpg" width="450" height="450" /></a></p>

<p>â€œThe most precious gift we can offer others is our presence. When mindfulness embraces those we love, they will bloom like flowers.â€? <br />
-Thich Nhat Hanh</p>

<p><img alt="amydan.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/amydan.jpg" width="450" height="599" /></p>

<p><img alt="bikesunset.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/bikesunset.jpg" width="450" height="338" /></p>

<p><img alt="Picture 0406.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Picture%200406.jpg" width="450" height="338" /></p>

<p><img alt="sam.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/sam.jpg" width="450" height="338" /></p>

<p>Article 19. Everyone has the right to freedom of opinion and expression; this right includes freedom to hold opinions without interference and to seek, receive and impart information and ideas through any media and regardless of frontiers.<br />
-United Nations, Universal Declaration of Human Rights, adopted Dec.10, 1948</p>

<p><img alt="samamy.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/samamy.jpg" width="450" height="338" /></p>

<p>â€œLife can be found only in the present moment. The past is gone, the future is not yet here, and if we do not go back to ourselves in the present moment, we cannot be in touch with life.â€? <br />
-Thich Nhat Hanh</p>

<p><img alt="Wendy_&_happy_happy_Eden[1].JPG" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Wendy_%26_happy_happy_Eden%5B1%5D.JPG" width="450" height="600" /></p>

<p>"Learning is what most adults will do for a living in the 21st century." <br />
- Lewis Perelman </p>

<p><a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/01%20Death%20on%20Two%20Legs.mp3">Death on Two Legs (Dedicated to...)</a> - Queen<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Money.mp3">Money</a> - Jesca Hoop<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/01HowAmIDifferent.mp3">How Am I Different?</a> Aimee Mann<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Jaded.mp3">Jaded</a> - Aerosmith<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/The%20Coast%20is%20Always%20Changing.mp3">The Coast is Always Changing</a> - Maximo Park<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/02%20Down%20At%20McDonnellzzzzzzz.mp3">Down At McDonnellzzzzzz</a> - Electric Six<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/05%20With%20A%20Little%20Help%20From%20My%20Friend.mp3">With a Little Help From My Friends</a> - Across the Universe Soundtrack (The Beatles)<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/05%20Say%20It%20Ain%27t%20So.mp3">Say It Ain't So</a> - The Tallywood String Quartet (Weezer)<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/06%20Redemption%20Day.mp3">Redemption Day</a> - Sheryl Crow<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/07Colorblind.mp3">Colorblind</a> - The Counting Crows<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/12%20Staying%20Alive.mp3">Staying Alive</a> - Cursive<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/20WhereDoesTheGoodGo_.mp3">Where Does the Good Go?</a> - Tegan and Sara<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/The%20City%20Consumes%20Us%20%28dc2954908%29.mp3">The City Consumes Us</a> - The Delgados<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/01%20Mad%20World.mp3">Mad World</a> - Gary Jules<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/10%20I%20Can_t%20Get%20Behind%20That%20%28featurin.mp3">I Can't Get Behind That</a> - William Shatner<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/13%20For%20What%20It%27s%20Worth.mp3">For What It's Worth</a> - Buffalo Springfield<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/03%20Because.mp3">Because</a> - Across the Universe Soundtrack (The Beatles)<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/11ColorsOfTheWind.mp3">Colors of the Wind</a> - Alan Menken & Stephen Schwartz<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/13%20More%20Adventurous.mp3">More Adventurous</a> - Rilo Kiley<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/06DoYouRealize_.mp3">Do You Realize?</a> - The Flaming Lips<br />
<a href="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/15%20Ooh%20La%20La.mp3">Ooh La La</a> - Rod Stewart</p>

<p>If all this doesn't explain it to you, I don't think I can.</p>]]>
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    <title>Social Design Issue: My Roommate</title>
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    <summary>Blog Prompt #2 update: Not to be outdone, my former roommate actually managed to assault one of her friends, slashing her in the face so badly that paramedics had to come. She was escorted out of the dorm by two...</summary>
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        <![CDATA[<p>Blog Prompt #2</p>

<p>update: Not to be outdone, my former roommate actually managed to assault one of her friends, slashing her in the face so badly that paramedics had to come. She was escorted out of the dorm by two police officers. Will she get kicked out? Dunno, but lord knows the world is fucked when that chick walks the street...</p>

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<p><br />
Ex-Roommate, actually.</p>

<p>Honestly, it was the first thing that came to mind. Iâ€™m sure itâ€™s a petty thing to say, but since all but a handful of people are NOT going to be reading this I figure I can say it without the whole world retaliating against me. If you met her I donâ€™t think you would blame me, though. I figure as long as I keep her anonymous and donâ€™t slander her actual name I could potentially be within appropriate moral boundaries.</p>]]>
        <![CDATA[<p>But after thinking about it for a while I actually do have a point which this blog will eventually elucidate.</p>

<p>Here are some of the things that I hate about my former roommate:</p>

<p>1.	Sheâ€™s stupid.<br />
ïƒ¼	subpoint: I once said to her â€œYou need to stop being a heinous bitch to me, okay?â€? and she replied, verbatim (with a nasty little sneer on her face): â€œYou know you should actually use words that I know the meaning of.â€? At this point I asked myself earnestly how the fuck did she get into college?? -10 points for CLA.<br />
2.	Sheâ€™s ignorant.<br />
ïƒ¼	I was talking to her when she made the comment that her friend had left her phone in some â€˜retarded Somaliâ€™s cabâ€™. I pointed out to her that mentioning he was Somali was an arbitrary point and the fact that she emphasized it was racist. She looked at me and said something along the lines of â€œâ€¦but all Somalis are dumb as fuck.â€? Wow. After that point her drug dealer boyfriend started talking about how honestly white people have earned their higher status in the world. Thatâ€™s why blacks and Asians were our slaves. I told him he was racist. He said that he wasnâ€™t racist; all black people really are douche bags. Yeah he doesnâ€™t go to college.<br />
3.	Sheâ€™s irresponsible.<br />
ïƒ¼	Sheâ€™s dating a drug dealer. Heâ€™s Russian and his first name is Igor. Thatâ€™s kind of racist, too, but I find that it makes for a much more colorful story. No one has been able to beat the line â€œâ€¦my roommateâ€™s dating a Russian drug dealer. Named Igorâ€? yet.<br />
ïƒ¼	Sheâ€™s dating a white supremacist. Thatâ€™s pretty self explanatory.<br />
ïƒ¼	She failed/dropped out of two out of four classes last semester, mostly because she never went to class. She liked to watch â€˜The Hillsâ€™ a lot. And â€˜Gossip Girlsâ€™.</p>

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<p>4.	Sheâ€™s an alcoholic.<br />
ïƒ¼	Nobody gets shit-faced on a Monday night unless they live on Frat Row. She could drink a football player under the table.<br />
5.	Sheâ€™s a sociopath.<br />
ïƒ¼	http://en.wikipedia. org/wiki/Psychopathy<br />
6.	Sheâ€™s white trash.</p>

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<p>So I ask myself how someone becomes like this? Sheâ€™s a wreck. She sort of epitomizes my image of what it is to warrant contempt in this life. Why does a person go to such great lengths to destroy their own potential for success? The way she lives her life is only headed for misery. True misery, the kind that is rife with acrid relationships, abuse, and addiction. This is the kind of person she chooses to be? After living with her for several months I can tell that she has a low self-esteem, no responsible adults in her life (lets just say Iâ€™ve met her mom and the apple doesnâ€™t fall far from the tree), and a lot of mood issues, probably bipolar. Itâ€™s a cocktail for antisocial behavior, the kind of mindset that promotes and enables petty crimes, the kind of person who says thereâ€™s a sucker born every minute. I think that in order to make her life worth living before the shit hits the fan she really needs to get help. She could benefit a lot from getting mental health treatment. But also refuses to do so because she doesnâ€™t see a problem.</p>

<p>Misery is one of the greatest motivators of wrong intentions. The same type of thing plagues the lives of a lot of people. There are a lot of people with treatable mental illnesses who fuck up a lot of lives, most of all their own. But what about their children? Their spouses? Depression and bipolar disorder are the culprits behind so much substance abuse, alcoholism, drug addiction. Disruptive behavior. Violence in relationships. Child abuse. Rape. Chronic atrocities, crimes that are committed in the privacy of oneâ€™s own home. Untreated mental health disorders contribute to countless other social design issues and I think tends to be compartmentalized as entirely separate from those issues, but really itâ€™s a pretty fucking big deal.</p>

<p>However, one session of therapy can cost well over $100. A visit to the E.R. costs thousands out of pocket. There is an extreme shortage of beds in hospital psych wards, which will turn away more patients than they let in or send them to hospitals hundreds of miles away. Likewise there arenâ€™t nearly enough psychiatrists in Minnesota to meet the demand of people in immediate need. There is intense criticism that antidepressants are severely over prescribed, however one must keep in mind that most of these prescriptions are being filled by general practitioners who are providing immediate help since it takes several months to get in with a psychiatrist in order to get a prescription from him/her.</p>

<p>â€œThe high cost of health care makes treatment out of reach for many people. Those who do not have health insurance â€” more than 38 million Americans â€” often avoid treatment entirely, because costs can be staggering.â€?<br />
(http://mentalhealth.samhsa.gov/publications/allpubs/ken98-0050/default.asp#1)</p>

<p>So the problem is twofold: there is a stigma of weakness associated with mental illness which prevents people from acknowledging their problems or seeking treatment as well as a shortage of practitioners capable of helping these people in the first place. Plus, if one doesn't have good reliable health insurance there is no way they can afford to seek treatment. This simply proliferates the suffering of lower economic classes.</p>

<p>"Up to 80% of those treated for depression show an improvement in their symptoms generally within four to six weeks of beginning medication, psychotherapy, attending support groups or a combination of these treatments. (National Institute of Health, 1998)<br />
Despite its high treatment success rate, nearly two out of three people suffering with depression do not actively seek nor receive proper treatment. (DBSA, 1996)<br />
An estimated 50% of unsuccessful treatment for depression is due to medical non-compliance. Patients stop taking their medication too soon due to unacceptable side effects, financial factors, fears of addiction and/or short-term improvement of symptoms, leading them to believe that continuing treatment is unnecessary. (DBSA, 1999)"<br />
(http://www.dbsalliance.org/site/PageServer?pagename=about_statistics_depression)</p>

<p>It seems that mental illness treatment is not considered on par with other more â€œlegitimateâ€? forms of healthcare. It is true that the lines are far more blurred when it comes to diagnosing and treating mental illness, but its effects are not simply personal, they are entirely tangible and arise in many forms that plague the everyday lives of countless others.<br />
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    <title>All hail web developers</title>
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    <published>2008-02-15T08:52:05Z</published>
    <updated>2008-02-15T09:48:50Z</updated>
    
    <summary>Do you know what a flaming bitch it is to work with movable type?? I find the idea that we should design the layout of our own blogs preposterous after having done so I can say with all conviction that...</summary>
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        <![CDATA[<p>Do you know what a flaming bitch it is to work with movable type?? I find the idea that we should design the layout of our own blogs preposterous after having done so I can say with all conviction that it was more effort than it was worth. HTML and CSS can kiss my lily white ass.</p>

<p><img alt="Kiss_Ass_.jpg" src="http://blog.lib.umn.edu/ernst102/architecture/Kiss_Ass_.jpg" width="410" height="307" /></p>

<p>I would highly suggest using this plugin: http://styles.movalog.com/generator/generator.php to aid in the process, without which I could not have done this at all, but be wary I didn't get to my own final product without extensive tweaking.</p>]]>
        
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    <title>The Tokyo Zoo</title>
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    <published>2008-02-08T05:14:44Z</published>
    <updated>2008-04-01T02:02:09Z</updated>
    
    <summary>BLOG PROMPT #1 I could try to write something impressive. But I&apos;m not an impressive person. Well maybe I am but not in the sense that architects and the many potento-architects (yes, I did make up that term and while...</summary>
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<p>I could try to write something impressive. But I'm not an impressive person. Well maybe I am but not in the sense that architects and the many potento-architects (yes, I did make up that term and while I'm spouting crap I might as well mention that I loathe the pretentious air that seems to pervade the profession of architecture. Architects make buildings, not babies, it's not that mind-blowing...) in this class seem to revere. There's a list of men that I'm supposed to know about. I don't know about them. I live right next to the Weisman so I ought to know something about Frank Gehry</p>

<p><a href="http://s71.photobucket.com/albums/i124/nisrocq/?action=view&current=weisman.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i71.photobucket.com/albums/i124/nisrocq/weisman.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a></p>

<p>...I haven't stepped into that building since I went on a field trip there in fifth grade.<br />
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        <![CDATA[<p>Some people say art is dead. I say art is dead to the poor. The grand struggle to survive leaves little room for aesthetics. To dig ourselves out of the deep miry depths of practicality and give in to our more base and instinctual properties seems at once vain and necessary.</p>

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<a href="http://s71.photobucket.com/albums/i124/nisrocq/?action=view&current=tokyo_light182155.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i71.photobucket.com/albums/i124/nisrocq/tokyo_light182155.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a></p>

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In a Biology lecture I once heard my professor say that if you picked up Tokyo, flipped it over, and shook it an amazing plethora of animals would fall out: </p>

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<p>tigers, monkeys, maybe a panda,</p>

<p><a href="http://blackhellcat.deviantart.com/art/Buttercup-Fights-Giant-Snake-48143129"><a href="http://s71.photobucket.com/albums/i124/nisrocq/?action=view&current=Buttercup_Fights_Giant_Snake__by_bl.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i71.photobucket.com/albums/i124/nisrocq/Buttercup_Fights_Giant_Snake__by_bl.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a></a></p>

<p> a lot of unnaturally huge snakes, chickens, a couple parrots, a reindeer,</p>

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<p>possibly some komodo dragons.</p>

<p>The point in mentioning it really is that "nature" has a way of existing in and regardless of the man-made world. What separates man and nature? What makes the city so vital and yet so lifeless? So void of the exciting variety of things eating and progenerating with each other? It's not much. It's an idea. The reality is that man cannot exist outside the realms of nature. All things are natural. You can pile rock upon rock until you build something as ridiculously tall as the Empire State Building, but eventually the stone will crumble and the steel will rust. In the same way we can take some sort of morbid pleasure/levity in the crumbling of buildings in the thralls of nature in Jakarta, Pompeii, Pakistan, New Orleans. The city is an idea more than it is a practical reality. Sewer grate facades that hide the more tangible ebbs and flows of our animalistic nature. </p>

<p>As a facade and an idea that is firmly planted in disreality I see the "city" as stagnant and unwielding; the idea of energy, flow, movement, change and transformation all seem to undermine what I immediately imagine as the city. Things move within the city but the city itself carries with it a great air of permanence, inflexibility.</p>

<p>Andy Goldsworthy reveled in the destruction of his temporary structures. At first I though he was just some weird moron (he is so childlike!)  but then I thought to myself: why not? It's not as though the construct of any other piece of art, David or the Parthenon, the Venus di Milo, makes all that much sense either; the most his art lacks in regards to public acknowledgement of his methods is a lack a precedent. It really struck me how he could make something so beautiful and then let it wash away in an afternoon, and his radical acceptance of the impermanence of all things is the point on which I choose to extend my thoughts.</p>

<p>As all things are natural, the city must at some basic level be a complex emulation of nature by man. Plants and animals are indomitable, they are the source of the energy that traverses cities, and so it seems that there is a disjunction between how the city interacts with us and how we want it to. Like nails on a blackboard there is a grating friction between the nature of change, nature itself, and the way we try to interact with our own environment and use its resources. Just as there is a conservation of energy in physics, if you build a monument to the permanancy of a place made to funtion for our specific purposes (i.e. a building) eventually there will be no resources left to build anything else for the new purposes that must arise in conjunction with the nature of change. Just as buildings make up the landscape of a city, so a city embodies the idea of permanancy and stability, which is, to me, grossly out of bounds of the true parameters of reality.</p>

<p>In any case, after we blow ourselves up, I have faith that there will still be animals and plants and things that will grow and adapt and overtake the skeletons of our failed human experiment. It's a bit pretentious of us to think that we have that much authority here on earth. Our cities are not as powerful and influential as we might think. It's an unnerving thought, but it helps me to get through the day without worrying too much about the future of life here on earth...it's nice to not have to be responsible for the future of the world. I think I'll just try my best.</p>

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<blockquote>"Our Constitution is in actual operation; everything appears to promise that it will last; but in this world nothing is certain but death and taxes." - Benjamin Franklin</blockquote>

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