May 2010 Archives
Yesterday was monday.
On my final day of reflection I went to school. I drove from home 2 hours. I listened to some new music. Began to really feel somewhat normal. After school I went out for coffee with a friend. Then, I went home and began packing for my move!
Icons: a car, Music, carboard boxes.
Woke up and drank a Lot of coffee. Began writing some papers and doing some homework. I can't stop thinking of how close we are to being finished for the summer. It's driving me insane with excitment! I'm planting my garden next weekend and I can't wait to get my hands in the dirt! The apple tree in my back yard has just bloomed with white flowers and the Lilacs too! They smell fantastic. Yippi for summer! My heart is going to leap out of my chest with excitment! I can't wait for summer to begin!
I think all my efforts towards recovery are begining to pay off. Today I began to feel like a human again. The whole family was home today. Spent a lot of time together. Made a trip to Costco and ate at an oriental restaurant called the Orchid. Then we had twist cones at The Drive In. Today was great.
P.S. I played Slug Bug with my family while driving. It was hilarious. I'll probably have a few bruises on my thighs tomorrow though. he he
Friday is today.
Sick again, wish it was a sickness that was self induced by too much alcohol lastnight. Unfortunately not the case. Still at home at my parents. Today was a lazy day spent on the huge, comfy couch. Watched The L Word for five + hours straight. Maybe a remote control could sadly symbolize my day.
P.S. I think I've drank my body weight in Kombucha, echinacea, and assorted teas.
P.P.S. Fruit popsicles rock my world.
Today is Thursday.
Thursday, April 29th, 2010. 32 years ago today my parents were married. 11 years later I was concieved. Gross. Anyway, despite being sick as hell, I went to dinner in Minneapolis with my family to celebrate. Food was absolutely amazing, despite the failure of my tastebuds to cooperate in the ordeal.
Today is Wednesday. My day started with a visit to the doctor. This is where I became aware that I actually have a sinus and double ear infections. Now it makes sense that I've been feeling like total shit lately. Anyway, I'm headed to the twin cities area to see a ear/ nose/ throat specialist to get some sinus issues looked at. This spontanous trip back home will be a good place to ride out my sickness.
The Benadryl has got me feeling all LOOPY!
Once again I'm feeling ill today. When I arrived at school today I made an attempt to get through the day by taking some Benadryl from the school store, knowing full well benadryl could either make or break this attempt. Needless to say it was a very long, DROUSY day. Over my lunch break I took a nap in the grass.
It was great!
Today was one of the most frantic days I've experienced in awhile. I woke at 6:15 to do some homework before I left my hometown of St. Croix Falls, to drive the two hours back to Duluth. I woke feeling incredibly ill but I had to ignore the urge to crawl under my covers to curl up into a ball. Needless to say, before my day had barely begun, I was wishing it would end. Once i had stressfully finished all my work, with more struggle than necessary, I strarted my drive to Duluth. The drive was a nice break to my craze as I was able to relax and succom to letting my mind drift into thought. I found peace and serenity in my drive as I watched the sun climb higher into the sky.