a heart with a twist of lemon: a ghost {some lemon}

this feeling just won't stop haunting my heart.

i push it away, down and under, and then something happens tonight that forces it all back up to the surface, and i fall beneath. drowning, and unable to breath.

it will pass,
all stormy weather does
eventually, in time.
i wish it would clear up sooner,
with no signs of return
and no memory left of what havoc it brought.

there will be no laying in the lion's den this wednesday.
not anymore.
not with what i know now.
it would hurt too much.
the teeth would bear down until
the tears would emerege from hiding.

i will just have to wait until mae.