a heart with a twist of lemon

know what sucks?

...4 finals and a 6 page paper next week

know what else sucks?

...a vacuum, ohhhhhhhhhh!

so whenever i have too much to do for school, i decide it is a good time to clean my room. i vacuumed, {i even used the hose tool to get in the hard to reach areas}. i dusted everywhere. i cleaned my mirrors and monitors {tv and computer}. i also decided it was a good day to go grocery shopping.

this must be why i always get myself involved in so many things, because the more i have to do, the cleaner everything is, and the more productive i am {eventually}.

64 colors but a sharpener ain't one-i tried painting another sweet painting on MSpaint to clean things up in my head, however it just turned into a mess on the screen. i turned to wrapped wax sticks, a box of 64 in fact. this resulted in attempting to draw some beautiful music and a beautiful girl on paper. and trying to draw wonderful sounds is not easy, it is difficult to visually display the audible. and drawing a beautiful girl is not possible either, the crayons do not match life.

so i ended up with a piece of paper full of colors blending together, and scribbles that would not be pent up in outlines. it may sound childish, but i became frustrated with these little sticks of colored wax because i could not put what was in my mind onto paper. even with a box of 64 colors, and a sharpener.