Almost had 10 hours of work day today. I felt good that I was working hard to fix the errors. Productive yet unproductive due to errors.
Well, I am just looking forward to a better day tomorrow, hopefully I will feel better, forget all my sadness.....
Instead of studying, I am just uploading some pictures in my blog in different entries, specially the image of cars. May be I should just upload more images of cars...
after 12 hours, no response for my text message which confirms it. Didn't accomplish anything today but spent $$$. Peep toe from Guess bought @ DSW was worth it.I will find out, how worthy it is when I get to wear them...
And I am already so tired. I went to attend class yesterday and today, I am extremely tired right now. The past few days has been so stressful, I can't explain. As I have mentioned in my previous entry, this is my last semester and not being able to decide or find an interesting class has been extremely stressful to me.
Oh lord, why this much stress? To be continued if I get time.........
I just wish, I was somewhere where I don't have to think and worry about anything but just stay relax.Do nothing, but nothing. I think mostly I am feeling this way is because my classes are not finalized which is putting myself in stress, on top of that, not being able to go to class myself is another stress.
Sometimes second thoughts come to my mind and I ask myself, should I do this? Then again I will get more questions, many more questions that I would ever want anyone to ask
me.
I am just in a situation where I can't decide. At least if my classes were finalized, I would have felt less stressed than now.
School started today. I dropped today's class and now have to decide among the rest of the three courses. I am clueless on three courses however. Every single class looks so hard, I am worried.
Internet working Architecture
Advance Web Application and Development
Client Server
All are advanced graduate courses and I am not sure about any of the courses. I want to take the Advance Web Application and Development but, when I looked at the Syllabus, I feel its going to be really tough. I am scared I won't be able to do work well to get good grades, however, without attending the first class its hard to judge.
I am really scared, this is my last semester and I just want to do well with interesting classes. Sometimes I feel like not taking class this semester but again its really not a good solution.
What do I do? Scared, messed up and in not good condition......
I almost thought Lakers are going to disappoint their fan. They didn't play well from the 2nd quarter but at last, Bryant did his job. Great job Lakers, best of the luck for the rest of the season. Keep up the good game and however you gotta play better though....
Chhanta hey lumanka chonagu, thhyakka abaley hey chhangu phone wola. Good, a very good morning to hear whom I was expecting before even I woke up. Even though it was for few minutes, I felt good. I got all the energy, its crazy but its the truth. :)
And now that I saw the message, that made me feel even better. Something very good to look forward to on Monday.
I have been looking forward to Sunday tomorrow but after hearing its canceled, just felt sad. But, I got some work done today. I was awake in the middle of the night for few hours which is why I decided to stay in bed till late.
After taking shower, went to get a haircut. Paid a visit to VS, and came home. I had just pulled into the Garage, realized there is nothing in the fridge, and went for grocery shopping. After that the day was almost over and by that time I was really hungry since I hadn't eaten anything but just two slices of bread for the whole day.
Changed channel back and forth to watch a good movie but from regular movie channel to HBO to HBO demand, not a single channel had a movie I wanted to watch. I saw 'Sleepless Seattle' in one of the channels and decided to watch it. I didn't know until yesterday I hadn't watched that movie. It was good one while flipping back and forth with SVU Law and Order.
So, the evening/nite passed while communicating via text. I was a little bit sad when I didn't hear back for like 2 hours, but I felt alright after wards. Talked to Sunny and my sister Nhas for a lil bit. Overall, I got stuff done and I am happy.
But I started the day fine, tiny challenges but worked out fine. It was pretty busy at work too. I was excited for the day to get done. On a Friday, stayed at work till later. Now I am home, very tired, thinking of skipping workout and just listen to music and do nothing.
However, I am a little ticked off at someone......
To be continued.....
I don't want to write what I did but, its not something bad. I couldn't stop smiling thinking about it. Its crazy, but it worked out and am happy. Chanta dhaye masti wogu khha, tara unfortunately you don't have time to even write to me today, which is sad.
Anyway Aaetabar chha yakkana wa. Glad week is almost over and I am waiting for Friday. Only one weekend of freedom left.
Well may be something about next week. While @ work, I decided to login and check the classes. I saw one of the classes Syllabus, that's when I realized, I am going to get my butt kicked. Oh lord, I was excited a little and not excited about class being started but now I am not sure how I feel about class starting.
I just wanted my last semester to be easy going, but I am registered for all advanced courses, which are not going to be easy at all. And aaetabar gabaley jue dhaka piya chona :)
Yes, today I have one example to give or write here. Its been over 90 days, I reset my password. I couldn't get into Library system that's when I found out my password has expired. So, this morning I decided to call IRT.
The phone rang, someone picked up and asked me "Whats your user name?". I told her that I needed to reset the password. I would think the password will get reset in a minute. But, instead I heard the system is really slow. After about few minutes, I heard "Can you hold for a minute?". Well I had been on hold, duhhh....
Then she said, our password system is down but I have changed your password, and it should work in the next 20 minutes. I asked myself, if the password system is down, how did you reset my password? Now I am confused. Are you guys confused too like me???
But, it was a hungry day for me. I ate pretty much same amount like I do during weekdays, but I was hungry since I had lunch instead. After work came home, ate a little now sitting in front of the computer talking to Renchha. I am ready to hit the gym, but haven't headed yet. I am a little tired but I should at least go work on legs, biceps, thighs and abs.....
It sure was relaxing but, there was something else going on behind my head. I didn't think I would feel that bad but I did.
Well, that's why we call this life. Ups and downs, feeling happy and sad keeps happening. Even though didn't do anything, I at least am looking forward to watch Brothers and Sisters on abc tonight.
Weather is not good, which is making me feel like I have "cloud" on top of my head. Feels like have a slight headache, want to do something, but can't concentrate. I hope weather will be better tomorrow, at least get to see some sunshine, if not no cloudy weather please.