November 7, 2009

Google Android vs. Verizon Driod, which is better?

In my case, which one do I like. Well, when Android came out, I was excited to check out the application in it. One of my very good friends got this phone directly from Google, its kinda neat. I thought the phone is too big for me, but application wise, pretty cool. And here after almost a year, Motorola decided to come up with Droid, which was released in the US market yesterday.

This time one of my co-workers bought it. The phone was a little bit heavier compared to Android but it was thinner and neat looking. I thought it was cool too. Size wise, both are same, except one it a bit thinner than other. Weight wise, Droid is heavier since the phone battery cover are made from Metal.

After all, I use the phone to take calls and text anyway...

Just about to get out and found out the class has been cancelled.

Well, its good but again its bad. Its bad because there will be a make up session which might let the class go one more extra week than it should. And also we have not discussed much about next assignment and its due in next session. Its a disadvantage to those who have presentation that day on this assignment.

Anyway its a beautiful day, I am just enjoying listening to songs. Soon, will do some studies. However, I made a use of the morning by heading to the gym early morning. I feel lighter ha ha.....

November 5, 2009

I want something which I know I can't have it right now. Why am I feeling the way I am?

Feels helpless and the feeling is not going away. Hopefully "Dhunga Phorna K Garo chha yahan, mann ko kura kholna garo bho" will make me feel better instead. Have to do something right....

November 1, 2009

So far at least IR homework is done, however I need to read more notes...

I have to completely review the SRS paper and add stuff if I can. Then the Instruction Manual assignment. I do have some work on Java to get done too. Hopefully Review 4 assignment gets posted by tomorrow, otherwise again will have to do till Friday night, which is not fun to do.For once, I want to relax on Friday night before the class on Saturday.

Oh no, its almost dark and the weekend is over in few hours.

I got a feeling, tonight is gonna be a good good night. Would be nice, if it does, ha ha...

One of the songs, I have been listening to.Some of the songs, I think are fun to listen right now....

Baby are you down down, down down downnnn...by Jay Sean
Obsessed by Mariah Carey
Breakup by Mario
Love Lockdown by Kanye West
I know you want me, you know I want me by Pitbull
Best I ever had by Drake

Once again, Baby are you down down, down down downnnn and I got a feeling, tonight is gonna be a good good night.

Jay Sean feat Lil Wayne- Down Lyrics

Jay Sean
(Intro)
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)
(Verse 1)
You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,
(Bridge)
So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.
(Chorus)
So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
(Verse 2)
Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I'll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,
(Bridge)
So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why don't we run away)
(Chorus)
So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
LiL Wayne
(Verse 3)
Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, 'cause to me she zero degree,
She cold, overfreeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
now can i be her soldier please,
I'm fighting for this girl,
I'm a battlefield of love,
Don't it look like baby cupid sent his arrows from above,
Don't you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
and honestly im down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh
(Chorus)
So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down

I am positive that today will be a productive day.

Due to Day Light Saving, we got an extra hour. I got up the same time our mind and body is used to be getting up the same time, regardless we gain or lose an hour.

Made breakfast and had while watching the Formula 1 Car Racing. I haven't watched it for a while and it was amazing to watch the end. It was amazing, I've no words to describe it. :)
After wards took shower, headed to gym while my hair was completely wet. 20 minutes in the Elliptical, 5 laps in the Tread Mill and another 10-15 minutes the machines. Feeling after working out, was priceless.

After a few minutes of relaxation, started working on IR homework. Reading the paper again which I had read yesterday while getting lost over and over. Now, hopefully I will get it done today. And now I am staying positive and hoping I will get more work done and feel good about it. And forget everything that I shouldn't be thinking...

October 31, 2009

I think I relaxed too much today....

I didn't get much studies done today, only IR notes and little bit of homework. I am now so frustrated with everything. Thinking about everything, I am just feeling overwhelmed and frustrated. I need to breathe. I think I should go to bed may be, get up fresh, work out and start the Sunday. Get more work done. I extra hour and a whole new month starting in less than 3 hours.

Recommender Systems in E-commerce in Information Retrieval

Interesting topic, have found so far few papers. Hopefully by the end of the semester when its due, I will be talking Recommender Systems in Information System. Dreaming dreaming dreaming.....I just gotta do a lot of work and I will be. However, Collaborative Filtering sounds interesting too, I am not familiar with it though. I sure do need to spend time reading technical papers.

Something just came to my mind and I am smiling, hehe......

I often ask this question to myself, why me? Why's everything so hard? Am I going to get something without working really hard for it?

I know some of you might think, everyone's life is like this but with my experience, I can tell, its not the same. Those who work hard, never get things straight, makes you work harder to get what you want. I am one of those, so far I have been there many many times ugh....Frustrating at times, annoying as it is and sad of course.

Anyways, just was thinking about something so felt like typing these lines in my blog entry.

October 30, 2009

Whats wrong, don't know? I want to feel good instead. :)

Feeling really weird today for some reason. I just had lunch and now feels like I am getting an anxiety attack for no reason. Just want to get done with work and be home. Hoping for some fun but, going to happen or not, god knows......

May be Down by Jay Sean will help me feel good. :)

October 29, 2009

I just want to finish my work work and school work then relax on Friday after work.

May be some workout but thats about it. Some fun would be good but...

After celebrating the Sunti nakha:, staying up late nights, finishing assignments, studying for mid-term, getting sick, I am too tired to do anything. I can't motivate myself to work on assignments but just wait for Friday to come.

I want to just spend Friday night doing nothing but relax. I know what I want to do whether it will work or not, god knows..But, will wish for that....

October 26, 2009

After a great Sunti nakha:, stressful week and after wards sick..

I have had cough and cold the past few days. On top of that when I woke up this morning, I had a terrible headache, thought drinking two Tylenol would help. Unfortunately, this time it didn't work that way. I got ready, went to work, headache was getting worse. Every time I coughed, it seemed to get worse and worse.

Finally after being at work for 6 hours, I decided to head home. I thought not staring at two 19 inch monitors would reduce the pain but I was wrong. While I was home, it hurt so much that two drops of tears fell off. I couldn't even stand or walk, the pain would go up constantly. It felt like worms were moving on my head.

Even with the headache, I decided to do some laundry. While my clothes were getting washed, I did some Yoga and fell asleep for like 10-15 minutes on the floor. When I opened my eyes, my headache had gone down, felt better. Now, I am using the computer again, feels like headache is coming back. May be I should just go to bed. From tomorrow work on assignment and paper after work. And also start work out schedule from tomorrow.

I can't wait to start working out and burn those calories. Even though I have not been eating too much. However, I had some Junk Food today. I had Special K Cereal for breakfast as usual, then had a banana in the lunch time. Around 2.30-3pm, I had two Fish Fillet with hot sauce instead of fat tartar sauce with cheese. I also had some French fries after long time. It felt great to eat some junk food after a long time. Now I feel hungry and may be I should eat a snack and call it a dinner before going to bed.

And as usual waiting...........

Four movies in the past few days, after so long.

After a stressful, tiring week and weekend, watched movies and finally feels a bit relaxed. I wish something else also worked out too but hopefully it will and I am looking forward to it.

The Women, Comedy/Chick Flick
Wanted, Action Thriller/Crime/Thriller ( It had some amazing action sequences, loved it)
The Mad Money, Comedy
The Proposal, Comedy/ Drama/Romance

Out of all these, the #1, #2 and #4 were the best. Oh boy, I had fun watching Chick Flick, Comedy and Action altogether. Awesome awesome awesome, I couldn't be happier.

The Proposal "It takes two to make things go right, It takes two to make it out of sight", amazing movie...

October 25, 2009

Best Sunti ever here after eight years...

I had so much to do, but still I decided to fly to TX. I was overwhelmed thinking how much I have to do when I get back. At the back of my mind, I kept thinking that but it would have been nicer, if I wasn't thinking about that when I was in TX celebrating Sunti.

All of us had fun, the drinks, the food, the ceremonies etc etc.....After coming back though, I had so much to finish. Every day stayed awake past midnight, and the week was busy at work too. Every day, I reached office at 7.30 am, boy it wasn't fun...But now its all over. I hope I will get good grade in my mid-term, even though I know it didn't go well as I thought it would. Good luck to me because I know I studied hard for my exam.

October 13, 2009

Was tired so decided to have some coffee with lot of cream as usual.

Was in Milacs updating the spreadsheet with the New Feature list, I started feeling weird. It was getting hot too. That's when I told myself, now I can't have another sip of this coffee, because I am already feeling like am having anxiety attack with it. haha.....