After I had lunch in Detroit Benihana, I wanted to go the one in cities. I wanted to take my friends. So, after work on Friday, we headed there. We entered,the seating person asked how many, Grill or Sushi bla bla. We went for Grill of course, were seated with other 2 parties. One was an American and another was like Chinese or something. But the American party who sat beside us were fun.
So, we sat down, the waitress came over and asked what would you like to drink. I asked for water, which didn't come so I asked her, but I got a look instead. When the water came, the glass was so smelly. Then in few minutes it was time to order food. I told her we are new here, but she didn't really care. She took order, no explanation, she was weird. She brought the soup which had chicken, I asked her does it have meat, her answer was Chicken. I just put it aside.
I was expecting a Japanese chef to come but instead it was a M.... cook. When you go to certain restaurants, you have certain expectations. The food was not so great, but the cook tried I guess, I don't know. But its just that I was expecting a Japanese chef, and there were Japanese chef in other tables but not ours. But anyway food was not great. It just was costly that's all.
Overall the service was bad and so was food. So,the possibility of me going there again is very little. Even my friend didn't like the food.
Been pretty busy with different stuff, stressed, sick and happy and everything. Just a little a disappointed but I understand why. Do not want to feel disappointed but can't help. Just alone sitting in my room, listening to music, chatting with friends, after all, everyone has gone to sleep, since all of them live in the another part of the globe. The plans that I make like this never works,I did think it will at least that one but I know why it didn't. Disappointed a bit, but I will be fine.
Now I do not want to do anything I wanted to do today. But I have to, can't waste the day in disappointment. Gotta do some work, get some rest, listen to music and bla bla. ......................
Plans those were planned didn't go the right way, but went the other way around. Things changed after the hit even more. Once again, had to give so much trouble, feels really bad deep inside, feels like a looser,want to apologize too. But if only it could change, apology is not going to make any change because I will always remain that one looser and the looser feeling will not go away just because of apology.
Being responsible is hard. I like the fact that responsible person but its just too hard sometimes. Have to make sure to do things always right, so that one won't disappoint others. It puts you through so much stress, emotionally and mentally not so much physically. Hiding feelings, kinda expressing as anger but the truth is,can't express to anyone and the best is here to express. No matter who reads, does not matter.That heavy, heavy feeling........Trying to prove more how much of a looser you are. But the truth is, not a looser but smart, this moment though may not be correct to use the word smart.