January 31, 2010

Lakers Vs Celtics, January 31st, 2010..

I almost thought Lakers are going to disappoint their fan. They didn't play well from the 2nd quarter but at last, Bryant did his job. Great job Lakers, best of the luck for the rest of the season. Keep up the good game and however you gotta play better though....


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Sunday came, but the wait is still not over yet...

Chhanta hey lumanka chonagu, thhyakka abaley hey chhangu phone wola. Good, a very good morning to hear whom I was expecting before even I woke up. Even though it was for few minutes, I felt good. I got all the energy, its crazy but its the truth. :)

And now that I saw the message, that made me feel even better. Something very good to look forward to on Monday.

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January 30, 2010

So looking forward to Sunday but, it was not worth it....

I have been looking forward to Sunday tomorrow but after hearing its canceled, just felt sad. But, I got some work done today. I was awake in the middle of the night for few hours which is why I decided to stay in bed till late.

After taking shower, went to get a haircut. Paid a visit to VS, and came home. I had just pulled into the Garage, realized there is nothing in the fridge, and went for grocery shopping. After that the day was almost over and by that time I was really hungry since I hadn't eaten anything but just two slices of bread for the whole day.

Changed channel back and forth to watch a good movie but from regular movie channel to HBO to HBO demand, not a single channel had a movie I wanted to watch. I saw 'Sleepless Seattle' in one of the channels and decided to watch it. I didn't know until yesterday I hadn't watched that movie. It was good one while flipping back and forth with SVU Law and Order.

So, the evening/nite passed while communicating via text. I was a little bit sad when I didn't hear back for like 2 hours, but I felt alright after wards. Talked to Sunny and my sister Nhas for a lil bit. Overall, I got stuff done and I am happy.

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January 29, 2010

Didn't have a good sleep since woke up at 3.30am and was awake for the next hour...

But I started the day fine, tiny challenges but worked out fine. It was pretty busy at work too. I was excited for the day to get done. On a Friday, stayed at work till later. Now I am home, very tired, thinking of skipping workout and just listen to music and do nothing.

However, I am a little ticked off at someone......

To be continued.....

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January 28, 2010

She did a crazy thing today, is happy, and yet feels happy that nothing happened....

I don't want to write what I did but, its not something bad. I couldn't stop smiling thinking about it. Its crazy, but it worked out and am happy. Chanta dhaye masti wogu khha, tara unfortunately you don't have time to even write to me today, which is sad.

Anyway Aaetabar chha yakkana wa. Glad week is almost over and I am waiting for Friday. Only one weekend of freedom left.

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January 27, 2010

I want to write something but what I really can't think of any....

Well may be something about next week. While @ work, I decided to login and check the classes. I saw one of the classes Syllabus, that's when I realized, I am going to get my butt kicked. Oh lord, I was excited a little and not excited about class being started but now I am not sure how I feel about class starting.

I just wanted my last semester to be easy going, but I am registered for all advanced courses, which are not going to be easy at all. And aaetabar gabaley jue dhaka piya chona :)

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January 26, 2010

On Jun 20 2007, I created an entry "Technology sucks at UST"...

Yes, today I have one example to give or write here. Its been over 90 days, I reset my password. I couldn't get into Library system that's when I found out my password has expired. So, this morning I decided to call IRT.

The phone rang, someone picked up and asked me "Whats your user name?". I told her that I needed to reset the password. I would think the password will get reset in a minute. But, instead I heard the system is really slow. After about few minutes, I heard "Can you hold for a minute?". Well I had been on hold, duhhh....

Then she said, our password system is down but I have changed your password, and it should work in the next 20 minutes. I asked myself, if the password system is down, how did you reset my password? Now I am confused. Are you guys confused too like me???

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January 25, 2010

Kinda sorta busy/not busy day at work.....

But, it was a hungry day for me. I ate pretty much same amount like I do during weekdays, but I was hungry since I had lunch instead. After work came home, ate a little now sitting in front of the computer talking to Renchha. I am ready to hit the gym, but haven't headed yet. I am a little tired but I should at least go work on legs, biceps, thighs and abs.....

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January 24, 2010

Weekend is over, didn't do much but stayed home...

It sure was relaxing but, there was something else going on behind my head. I didn't think I would feel that bad but I did.

Well, that's why we call this life. Ups and downs, feeling happy and sad keeps happening. Even though didn't do anything, I at least am looking forward to watch Brothers and Sisters on abc tonight.

Weather is not good, which is making me feel like I have "cloud" on top of my head. Feels like have a slight headache, want to do something, but can't concentrate. I hope weather will be better tomorrow, at least get to see some sunshine, if not no cloudy weather please.

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January 23, 2010

One not so exciting Saturday....

Its warm out, 35 Fahrenheit but, looking outside just wants you to stay in bed, get lazy and do nothing. I had to go the bank, did that and got some stuff done. I had a short and fun drive too while listening to "Bed Rock" by Lil Wayne. Now, I am home, was looking at pictures in facebook.

Right this moment, debating whether to go workout or not. I have a slight headache, I am kinda lazy. I guess this is what happens when I do not workout in the morning during weekend. And I miss those Saturdays when I was ........

To be continued.............

Coming week is the last week before classes start.Excited or not, don't know at this point. I just want to spend more quality time and be happy.

In the next couple of hours, it will be Sunday, thought of it makes me a bit sad. But, I can't wait for it to be Sunday January 31st instead. I will be happy because cha lyaha woi. However, classes start February 1st,10. I mean all these things has to happen, yet I get a little sad thinking about Sunday tomorrow. Keeping my fingers crossed and hope every thing will be just fine, because hope is all we have. :)

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January 22, 2010

Once again, today is Friday and in the next two hours, weekend will start.

If I have to rate this week, I would say good/great. Weekend was great and so was the Personal day. Its been busy at work off and on. Got some things done and now I am almost ready to be home in few hours.

However, I am hoping I won't be bored to death like I was last Friday. Keeping my fingers crossed for that.

A silly thought came to my mind, thought is to write a method and here it goes.

* This method explains how work should be done :)
public void workType () {
If ( work == busy) {
work aggressively ;
} Else {

What a stupid method? There are no variables defined and nothing is done properly but just an if statement. I would write a better method when I am in mood, may be later today. Now, I feel like writing a method which actually makes sense.....

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January 21, 2010

Finally getting some sleep, I can't be happier...

Have been struggling to sleep for over two weeks and finally I am getting there. I guess I have stopped thinking about going to Bhadrai dai's wedding and some other stuff. Or may be I have been happier, which is why I am falling asleep. Regardless of the reason, the good part is I am falling asleep. Although I get up with a little bit back pain, I can't be happier. And getting sleep is better than sleep deprivation and getting up all tired every morning.

After work yesterday, went for workout and then had dinner. After wards, conversation via words, using today's technology but without speaking the words for almost 3 hours was fun. It kept going till we went to bed....

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January 20, 2010

Wednesday is almost over and soon will be two more days of work this week.

Good and bad, good because soon it will be weekend. Bad because one more week of freedom and then classes, we will be busy again. Soon I will start complaining, :). But, well I am just happy that the winter break is so worth it.

This morning, right after I woke up, I thought may be my phone might ring and it could be my parents. There I thought, the phone rang. It was dad, because he remembered me today, told me about Bhadra dai's Swoyambar and also Jolly, my childhood friend's wedding. I then talked to mom but had to cut the call short since I had to get ready for work. Felt good to talk to dad and mom as soon as I woke up.

Happy thinking about happy happy stuff. Aley Chanta lumanka chona....

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January 19, 2010

A Personal Day that turned out to be priceless....

Aley ukey mathi, nakatini chhan nyongu chiz jita yo la. A personal day that will remain in my memory. Just the thought brings smile on my face, priceless moments.....

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January 16, 2010

I was seriously bored to death last night, and on top of that I couldn't fall asleep.

I was waiting, waiting, and waiting. The clock was ticking and I found myself awake till past midnight when I should have been asleep.

So, I woke up every few minutes from bed, thinking may be I will do something in the computer. No, couldn't do much but just wanted to sleep. I finally fell asleep around 12:30am, and woke up around 6.30am. I mean even though it was only 6 hours of sleep, it was good, I am so happy. After staying in bed for an hour extra, I went to gym, worked out and now I feel fresh. So, fresh, want to go out and do something. What not sure yet? Waiting to hear from......

Updating the entry @9:42pm
The last line of the above paragraph said, waiting, I waited, waited and waited. I was getting a little bit frustrated and there I heard a melody on my phone with a message "Guli bajey?". Ji chai leyta ka aley. Overall, today weather was good, on mid 30s, and have to say one great Saturday chha naapa, aley "Usual Suspect" soya nhey pusey chona...

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January 15, 2010

Once again, its Friday night, excited thinking no work for the next two days.

I have been tired and wanted to rest rest and rest but now its Friday night. I feel like I want to go out. But, again I want to stay home. Chanta lumanka chona ka baru. Well, hopefully what I am thinking will work out.

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January 14, 2010

I wish I had words to explain how I am feeling right now.

I am starting to have second thoughts now, but is that the solution for it. Running away from things, but again, I know how messed up situation I am in. Why does it happen to me always? Being good is just not enough. Some people just think that only they have done good things but no one else. How can someone be that immature?

I just want to this week to be over and do nothing and just be somewhere, where no one can find me.

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January 13, 2010

A good evening but after wards was miserable/horrible every sad word as possible.

I don't know what I should do anymore. I am in messed up situation.

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Wednesday, the mid of the week.

The day started alright, but not sure why I am not able to do much today.Meeting went well,and after wards had early lunch.I went out during lunch time, it was beautiful and warm around 32 Fahrenheit. I know its only 32 F but it was warm. For this time of the year, 32 Fahrenheit is really good after having freezing temperature for almost a week.I think this year, so far it went down to -20 Fahrenheit.

Right now, I want the clock to hit 5pm and I want to head home. I have something in mind, for after work but I don't want to ask or say anything. But without asking, is it going to happen or not, is a good question.

And yes back hurts again today.

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January 12, 2010

I feel great, once again I feel like myself.

My previous entry was about 'Sleep Deprivation' and I was getting worried, and worried about it. I had started to feel like another person every morning I woke up. But, yesterday I seriously decided to take Tylenol PM and sleep at least one night good.

So, after work, I headed to Rainbow foods and got some of those. I worked out, later had my dinner. Around 8pm, I was debating, should I take Tylenol PM or not. I was scared thinking will I fall asleep forever or what, haha...just a joke.Anyways I took the tablets, realized it was only 8.33pm. I was like, 'oh no' this is not good, but again thought, may be this is good, may be I will sleep early, might get more sleep.

Time was running out, it was like 9:00 pm. Read the book for few minutes. While trying to fall asleep, Sunny called me, we talked for few minutes. After that, I waited for text from 'B'. While sending the text back and forth, I read the article he had mentioned. While reading the article, I met Deepak online, chat with him like 5 minutes. Received another text around 11pm, replied to it, and I started feeling sleepy too.

And I fell asleep and that was for the whole night. When I heard the alarm at 6.30am, I wanted to sleep more, but I didn't feel tired. I just wanted to sleep longer. Finally @ 7.20am, I decided to get up and that's when I realized I had fallen asleep good. Today, I feel good, looking forward for a great day, looking forward to good things to happen.

Drove to work, Jay Sean's song "Do you remember" was on 'Now B96.3', I just felt better. One good night sleep, good song, good morning, and looking forward to a good/better day. I just want the day to be as productive as possible.

Btw today is the day I left Nepal, for my studies, almost closed to a decade ago.

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January 11, 2010

Sleep deprived and have headache this morning, yet I am happy.

Happy because I had a great weekend. I even got "Do Jwor" which now gave me cold sore. My back hurts a bit and have a headache, but I won't complain about it. What I am writing. However, I took some Excedrin for headache.

To Be Continued......

Same day January 11th, 2010 @ 3:06 CST time
I have started to feel weird, weirder than ever. I think not being able to fall asleep well is the reason behind all this. I can't seem to be able to hold the pen or pencil properly and I can't write well, my handwriting looks odd. Weird I know. My stomach feels weird, cold sore has bigger than this morning. At this point, I am just thinking about it to be 5pm, and head out to relax. There is so much work I want to get done, but these feelings are not helping me. I do feel weak, my left eye feels like twitching off and on, every hour or so.

I actually read the solution for Sleep Deprivation today and also sent my Med student brother email, if he knows any solution to it. I am just hoping and looking forward that this will end soon.

Who knows I might add again some lines in here later today. It all depends upon how I feel.

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January 10, 2010

Mhiga yau din

Sanibar Game so wonigu ticket du, wonigu mati na du khha, so dhaasa mawona, megu mati yana chonau chai jula ka...Nhiney naya, khhan lhana, khhan lhana, khhan lhana, nhey pusey na chona....Gey khha chai masyu ka, bahani ney dhunka la tyannuya gayau nhyo wogu dhaya....

Aley megu details chai choye makhu thana....

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Heard of "3 Idiots", felt like watching and finally watched it too.

Its been a long time, I watched a Hindi movie. About the movie, the first part was good but the other half was a little bit of BS. It sure was hilarious though, with full of silly stuff. The funniest was that speech given by that idiot. Laughed so hard, my stomach was hurting, oh my my.....


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January 9, 2010

I am thinking to write something but I am just smiling and can't write what I want to write.

However, something I should write here is, I had an interesting morning today. I went blank what I should do at that time. Funny, funny, funny, can't write the details here though.

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January 7, 2010

Its already January 7th, three more weeks and all the freedom will be gone.

And the fun times will go away, so I have to enjoy as much as I can, spend time as much I can. Its good right now, could be better hehe....

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January 6, 2010

Been so tired, could be because of lack of sleep which caused the back pain.

I didn't work out Monday or Tuesday this week. Around 4pm or so, I started feeling really tired and headed home from work before 5pm. Even though I was so tired, I decided to hit the gym, and now I think that was a good decision on my part.

I do not feel as tired as I was feeling earlier and hopefully will fall asleep good tonight. Keeping my fingers crossed.

And even after over 4 years, off and on, I write about my back pain. Seems like back pain will never leave me and will stay with me till I die.

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January 4, 2010

Brothers asked me if I had watched Avatar yet.

My answer was, "no and not interested because I thought it was an Alien type movie." Said the same to my very good friend.

Found out its 3D movie, so we ended up watching it. I thought it was a good and worth watching it, chha naapa soyagu ni la jhan movie banlagu thheyn chhon....

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January 2, 2010

Feeling romantic suddenly, wouldn't it be great if something romantic happens too?? haha.....

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When it comes to friends, I will do anything and also I always have time for them.

But when I need them I never have friends around me. This is just how it works for me always. Out of all good friends of mine, there is one who always makes me feel good when I am feeling down. We have been friends for almost a decade now. He always cheers me up. So, for the past few days, I have been feeling down/unhappy because of a reason, and I was just talking to him about it. He really did make me feel good and he does have a point, how men are etc etc.

Even though how down I was feeling about it, after talking to him, I feel good. I hope that's how it is as he said. We talk every weekend, its like one of the things we do during the weekend. At least, we talk Saturday or Sunday. As soon as, I find myself in stressful or unhappy situation, I talk to him. And there is another great friend of mine, DAPU, who has helped me, and been there for me in all the good and bad times, hard times, fun times etc.

So, my whole point is, have to have friends. And no matter how busy or stressed or sick I am, I always take out time for them when they have things to talk to me, need advice, or share their problems. And I always get the compliment saying how reliable I am. I am just like this, I love to help others when they need. Because at some point, we all get into situation where we need someone to talk to and share the problems, when you can't find, that the worst feeling one can have. Been there done that and never want to be there. So, I don't want my friends to be like that either.

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Janauary 2nd, second day of year 2010....

Yesterday after a very long time, I talked to Subi my friend from school whom I have known for a very long time. Anyways, I found out finally she is flying home after 2+ years. I was excited to find out. I was talking to my friend Deepak and there her message popped up in msn.

We ended up having conversation over Voice Chat in MSN. I mean its been a whole year, we talked to each other like this. Every time, we see each other in msn, we say hi and bye or say busy talk to you later. But yesterday was great. We were making plans about me coming home and meeting her, going for trekking etc etc....So, now I am seriously thinking about going after talking to Nhas, Hisi and Subi. And also after looking at all the beautiful sarees for Bhadra's dai's wedding, I just want to go without thinking about anything.

Not something I can do, but I am seriously thinking, hopefully in less than a week, I will decide and buy ticket and fly home. There are so many things to think, plan and everything else. And before I start getting sad, and type some depressing stuff, I will stop this entry.

Looking forward to being home, attend Bhadra dai's wedding, be with everyone and enjoy every minute of my time there, if I get/decide to go.....

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January 1, 2010

First day of year 2010...

The year 2009 didn't end the way, I had planned. Once again, I was thinking and this time it was bad. I was upset, feeling insecure a little bit and everything else. After I talked to one of my friend, that made me feel even worse. But I tried my best to stay smiling, talking as if I was feeling normal.

Well, today is the first day of 2010. I have done few stuff today, my workout went good and overall, I did wait all day. I have hope and with that hope still waiting, waiting to hear from you. The day is over because its already dark outside even though its only 5:16pm. However, I am looking for a better evening and better days ahead of me.

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