When I asked you the question, I got the exact answer I was expecting. But we talked the things out, which changed how I felt. I am glad you told me how you felt when I said what I said. But I am happy today that we spent the past two evenings together. And tonight, you will be at your friends and I will be at my friends. I am sure someday, we will go together to..., I wish, look forward to it and I know it will happen one day.
Looking at the very cold weather, I am a little bit worried since its a little bit far for this kinda weather. I also have another invitation to a very good friends place, since I had already said I am coming to another friend, we are instead having Momo for dinner Saturday. Overall, I am happy getting to spend time together and of course, eating momo last night.
Here is a picture of the dish 'momo', picture taken from Wikipedia.
Time passed so quickly, remember hearing 'My friend is throwing a new years party', and now its the end of November. There is no relevance on what was being said though.
I got off work really early today, our office was closed due to weather condition. Right now, I am here writing this entry, sitting on the chair with a bad headache. Thought it would go away but after shower but it remained.
I don't know why it feels different, different which is hard to explain and I don't even know what I am trying to say here. My fingers are typing and I am letting it to type freely whatever it wants. I wish you didn't have class and we spend the entire long weekend together. But, I am happy I get to see you tomorrow and day after. Sometimes things just reminds me of my loneliness. And I know you are/will be there for me when I need.
Hoping tomorrow's weather won't be as bad as its been predicted.
I had a really stressful week at work, troubleshooting and trying to fix stuff. Fixed one stuff and broke another stuff, it was pretty crazy kinda. On top of that, us both busy with work, plus you were busy with school work also. All I wanted was to see you and be next to you, but I know it was not possible. I decided to wish anyway.
Saturday evening when you came here, it felt good. It was sweet of you to cook dinner for me, while I was trying to play songs. It felt good, seeing you, being by your side led me forget how stressful my week was.
After over two weeks we spent so many hours together, which is why my week is going to be great. And knowing this week is only 3 days work week, I feel good, and looking forward to see you Thursday and hopefully Friday too. Nothing makes me happy than being with you.
This week has been pretty stressful due to configuration issues. I finally figured out the problem on Tuesday but on Wednesday found out, it has broken something else. So, I started troubleshooting. As I walk in Thursday morning, I was told what I had fixed is not working anymore. And early morning, I had to listen to two different frustrated people.
I spent the entire day, troubleshoot the issue, if one thing works another would break. After spending the entire day, my mind had stopped working.
And today, being Friday, I am happy because now I can go home and relax a bit. Of course there are different things running in my mind, but at least I don't have to fix the issues I had been having with the new 64-bit VMs.
Its 4.19pm, I am writing this entry at work and I am so ready to head home, I want to do something but with you. It seems like you are busy with work too. Hopefully tomorrow, but I know I will watch the movie, relax and enjoy alone. And also will wish, you are here with me.
To be continued...
Why would someone is kept in house arrest when the person hasn't done anything wrong. She is a brave woman, has spent 15 out of 21 years in house arrest, without getting any visitation to her family. After battling for years, her husband died and she didn't get a chance to see him for the last time. Its so sad to read about her life.
But, at 9.20 pm suddenly it got planned again and we went to watch the movie. It sure was a good movie. I am not a huge fan of Denzel Washington, but it was overall a good movie. Every minute you wondered, whats going to happen next, oh my god, is anyone going to get hurt? Are they going to get it done? etc etc. One stupid person's stupidity can harm affect so many people's lives, it can definitely move the world upside down.
And officially Twin Cities winter started, it snowing outside and supposed to get about 6-8 inches.
I knew every thing will be fine but I couldn't help. Right when the countdown of drinking 24oz of water started, I started feeling even more nervous. I reached there at around 3pm and after 2 hours of wait, found out things are fine right now, it was a big relief.
Limala limala wonaa aley limala limala lyaha woya. Naktini thyongu thheyn cho,sunti sirayka lyahaa:n na way dhuna.
Like every year, I was in TX for the festival. Its nice being there for few days. Getting back to the point, every year, when I go to TX, other than my work and place, I don't have another real good reason to want to come back. If I didn't, I don't think, it would have matter much. However, I don't think my employer would have liked that but still.
It was definitely different this year. I didn't have to worry about my midterms after coming back from the celebration. This year, I had a real good reason wanting to come back and that solid reason is 'you'. Of course, you were in my mind last year, but it was different.
When I left Friday, other than festival,meeting family and friends, I had one thing in my mind, 'you'. The whole time I was there, I unknowingly missed you which is why I called you everyday, just to hear your voice.
Today on the flight back, I was sad to leave my brother, sister and cousins. But in a way, I was happy and anxious thinking, I get to see you in few hours. I was extremely tired and in back pain, but excitement of seeing you, gave me energy.
And after taking Light Rail and walking few blocks in Nicollet Mall, I reached the library. I had one and half hour, I made a good use out of it. After reading newspaper, looking at Kija Puja pictures and then reading old texts messages between us, the clock ticked 9pm. At 9.03pm, I got a message, Where you @?Lets go home.
I was like woohoo, the wait is over, now I can go home and relax with you by my side. And just when I was going to walk, you were standing in front of me with a smilebrought smile on my face. And of course, after wards, having dinner sitting next to you in Buca, talking felt great. Do you feel the same?
But, because my back is been hurting due to lack of sleep, I feel like getting sick again. Last night, after work I was so tired, I went to bed before 7.30pm.
Right now I am so tired, I can't wait to get inside the plane and take 2 hour nap almost entire flight time.
To be continued....
One of the places, I have been thinking of going to is UK. So, I have been thinking from the past 5 years but this year, I decided to apply for visa. I had a plan to go last August, I had to choose between spending the one month we had together without your class or travel to UK. I chose to spend the month together with you instead. I am happy I did so.
I finally submitted my application and now waiting for the appointment. If everything goes as planned, I will be able to make it to UK this year or in the next 6 months till the visa is valid. I am excited. Good luck to me.
So, finally end of last week, I got an email confirmation about my interview for Tuesday November 2nd,2010. I knew what to expect but I was a bit worried. On top of that it wasn't the best drive to reach U but I made it. As soon as I drove off and took 394, the GPS fell off. I had a little bit of challenge on the road but I made it.
Soon, it was 3pm and myself and another female candidate were waiting to be interviewed. She went in and it was my turn. I hadn't prepared much but I was comfortable talking about what I do, why I do and experience etc. But,when he asked me to write the code, I had the logic, but writing in paper, it didn't click. He helped me but I felt embarrassed. The interview was over by 4pm and now will see what will happen. It all depends upon my luck, whether I will be called for second round of interview. Whichever way, I am glad I got an interview with Microsoft, its a good experience since not everyone gets to get interviewed by Microsoft.
Basically, with all the challenges I made it to the interview and came back home safely too. However, after the interview not being able to find my car in the lot was definitely stressful. But, again, like I mentioned above, I made it through.
When I started it, I had no clue what I was going to write about. When I look back and read all those entries from the past 5 years, some seem stupid, funny, some emotional, sad etc.
I wonder what would I have done, if I didn't have this blog, where would I have expressed all my feelings, the feelings which sometimes I can't express to anyone or don't want to express.This is the place, where I can write freely, where I can write my mind out.
Today's day was okay, however even after 5 years, on this day today, I have back pain.