These past five weeks, I have thought about you and us a lot. At times thinking about memories we made together, time we spent together, talking, joking, doing silly things. Monday is almost over and after 5 whole days, I will see you.
While I was at work today, I was thinking about you again. My phone rang around 11.30am and it was you. Oh it felt so good to hear your voice. And hearing what you said, made me happy and made my day.
The past five weeks have been crazy, I have missed you so much, at times I couldn't tell how I felt, how much I missed you etc etc.There is no better word to express it. But the best part is, I get to see you in the next few days. Some days, I count the remaining days as a kid, so many times a day, thinking may be the day will get less every day. Soon this distance will be over and will make more memories together.
This morning, I was staying in bed till late. My phone rang, when I saw the phone number, I knew it was you. I had been sad since you didn't call me after Tuesday, but after hearing your voice it all went away. Of course, I had to give you dialogue for not calling me but we had a good conversation, didn't we?
After talking to you, I got fresh, had breakfast and headed out to have the the check engine light look at. But, I was happy when the light went away after I started the car. Then I got the car wash and headed to Knollwood mall, did some shopping for my brother. And I bought the first pair of shoes for the year 2011.
This looks better in real than in picture, will upload the picture when I wear them. Now I am waiting for you to be back, 6 whole weeks..
I had my account hacked a month ago, which led me to file the report with MS.I provided a lot of information they needed. In two days, I noticed their reply on my thread, which didn't say what additional information was needed but just said 'we are unable to verify you as the owner of this account. I again provided them more information, but nothing happened for a month.
After my trip after a month, I filed another report,but to my surprise their response was again , not enough information.So, I again provided more, it doesn't help because they didn't tell what more information they needed or what was incorrect. You would think they would do.
Today, I saw another post to my thread, saying, this is the final reply and they have concluded the verification. I provided them all the information, but didn't happen.I have been using that account for over a decade and they can't validate my information. I felt really sad and realized how bad Microsoft service is.
Their post in that thread also said 'we recommend you create another account." Now after all this, why do they think, I would ever want to create another hotmail account with them, just seems ridiculous. I have so much memories attached to that email address. Below is what I saw in my thread, I am so disappointed at Microsoft service.
We have concluded our review of the information you provided. Our agents were unable to validate that you are the account owner. The information provided has been reviewed and our agents could not match this information to the account information currently stored for the account.
Our final recommendation is to create a new Windows Live ID account.
Windows Live ID Support
I hardly got any sleep last night, but yet I feel good. I want to work, want to go for grocery and also have started to think about working out. The reason is simple, you called me. I yelled at you a little too for not calling and writing me for days, made me feel better.
Now I have started to feel little normal, yet I miss you and it doesn't feel the same without you. I am waiting and counting days for you to be back. I hope things will go smooth for you, and you will come back soon. I can't wait to see you. Hopefully I get to talk to you tonight also, that would feel definitely better.
And I just realized last year, on today's date, you flew to NC. That was one tough week. We both were looking forward to that Sunday January 31st,but unfortunately weather didn't help us and you got stuck in the snow storm. But it was nice you somehow made it on the night flight and I got to see you the next day.
Stood in line for 3 hours to have buffet. If we didn't talk during that three hours wait, it would have felt like forever, we would never have made it. Slowly friends started to show up after 7pm. Three of us were in line at 6pm, by the time it was 2 hours, we were 10 people standing. After all, it was worth it. It took my mind from thinking about nonsense, the very important nonsense though.I am glad I went out and was able to feel the way I feel. I feel like myself again.
It was my first time and I definitely want to go there again to play. Now that I know how those machine works.
http://www.mysticlake.com/gaming/slots After having dinner, we were roaming around. And later while roaming around, three of us ladies, got lost in that Casino. We couldn't figure out where we needed to be. Every single spot and machine looked same. Two of us were high heel boots, and feet were hurting and we were still actively searching for my fren's husband and boyfriend.
We thought it was going to be 10 people and ended up with 25 of us. It was fun though, hanging out, talking, joking, taking pictures. I felt fresh, happy and things those were bothering me went away that time. I met few new people too, was definitely worth going out. Thanks to my friends, who invited me.
I wanted to look at you and I decided to look at the memories we made together last year. Looking at us together, I started thinking about those moments and I started missing you. The desire to hold you tight and desire to be hold tightly started coming. You are flying today from there, and here I am, with all my travel plans canceled, and waiting for the Visa.
Its been two and half weeks I left MN and saw you, those few days we spent together makes me want to be with you more and more, see you soon. When is the next month three and half weeks going to be over baba
I have been through so much in life that this doesn't feel anything new to me. Although I didn't think things will go this way to this extent. For the past 5 years, I have been wanting/trying to go to visit London. Why London? Because its London, the city that I have wanted to visit, wanted to that king's palace where once Diana lived.
So, instead of last August, I applied to for Visa and got it and planned the trip to come home. One of the reasons for coming home to renew the visa. I had filled up application from there and had my brother get the date. When I found out the Date is January 4th, 2011, I had a bad feeling. There is a history behind it.
Anyway, it was January 4th, and I had everything ready, I gave the interview. The Consular told me, I will have to wait since the PIMS hasn't come and should come within 48 hours. And I should hear by Friday. I didn't hear till Friday morning, so I went to the Embassy. But to my surprise, after waiting for almost two hours, nothing happened, I mean nothing. The staff whom I talked to was useless, she didn't even bother to write what I had said. I got the email address to write an email instead.
So, I came home, I sent an email to the lawyers, if there is something they could do to help me. I sent an email to the Embassy also. On Saturday, I checked my email and saw the lawyer had contact one of the USCIS staff and tried to get my information to the Embassy here.
Soon it was Monday January 10th, 2011, no calls till afternoon at 2pm. I decided to go the Embassy, I got in but had to wait. Unfortunately, I didn't get any help what so ever. Once again I told them I have to travel on January 12th, 2011. The staff said, you need to wait Ma'm. Time was running out, I again wrote to the lawyer, I got an email saying, the USCIS officer had tried to get my information to the Embassy here. But nothing happened on Tuesday either. Finally , I got hold of Embassy and Consular called me back and said, there seems to be a 'GLITCH' in our system and we are requesting the information again.
Now, what am I supposed to do? I told him, so I am supposed to cancel all my travel plans. After waiting all day, at night I canceled my travel/ticket. Which canceled my UK travel plan, that was one of the sad part for me. There GLITCH costs me, stress, frustration, loss of my UK visa, my ticket money, my UK travel plan and now my vacation at work.
Its 5pm here, January 12th, 2011, I am here typing this entry, where I should have been in Bahrain in Transit, trying to check out city before heading to London. As I am writing this, I am getting emotional, thinking why is it always me? I have gone through so much, have struggled so much. With all the struggle, tackling all the obstacles, today I have reached here. And this drama does not seem to be over and its just getting even worse.