I can't wait it to be 11.45am however, I am anxious at the same time. Thats how I was feeling before it was 11.45am.
In the next couple of hours, you will be pass the security gate and distance will grow. Sometimes it seems like its easier to leave but harder to come say bye.
I didn't feel like this when I left for home, and I knew you would be gone too when I am back. I felt miserable when I got back not having you here. But, soon it was over after weeks, counting days everyday.
It was hard to see you go from that gate but I know its for good. The way I feel is something I never thought I will but I do. And there is nothing I can do about it. I am watching my favorite NBC news and don't wanna do anything except feel sad. Hopefully the month will pass quickly, this is going to be harder than I thought it would be.