Sleep deprived and in a confused state of mind.
I sort of know the reason behind my confused mind, but the reason is something that is going to be there for a while. What I do not understand is why now. May be getting older is not helping me in this situation.
Almost everyday, it comes to my mind. How I feel is something unexplainable at times. I know I could tell you still, what good will it do. Sometimes sharing also doesn't seem to make sense. I have to accept the fact that this is life and I have to live up to it.
The few hours together made me forget all the problems, now I think I can sleep well too. Priceless moments together, I can never get enough of you. But, being able to spend few hours together felt so good.