One more day, I woke up really tired. I started thinking, did I snore ? Did I dream all night? Did I what? I couldn't think of a reason, anymore why I woke up so tired, almost like sleepless.
After work, I finally went to Full Body Works and Abs class. I was worried, again I might feel like no energy, but I did the full class. I felt so good about that. I met up and chit chat with my fren Mel too. It was so nice to catch up after 2 weeks.
On the way to my apartment, I met my long time very good friend. Few minutes of talk made me feel good. We hadn't seen or talked for months even though we live in the same building and same floor, hahaha....
I woke up around 5am, thought now I am going to be awake until its time to get ready for work. But, to my surprise, I slept and slept so good. I don't remember getting up this fresh. At that moment, I thought, why can't I fall asleep this good everyday. Things would be different and all problems I am having would get solved to some extent.
With all sleep issues, being tired,being fat issues, even though I wanted to party hard, I wanted to relax and do nothing in the weekend. It pretty much worked out so relaxing. Coming back to the cities wasn't so relaxing. I felt bad that we were driving non-stop for 5+ hours. But when we were home, it was nice.
I was excited about things for us. Now that I look at it, everything is going in wrong direction. I'm having more and more issues, sleep, weight, back and rel.... Its almost the mid of the year, things are going downhill, my hope is going downhill with it as well.