Finally I got a good 10 minute sleep this morning, definitely a good thing.
This morning I talked to Nhas, after five weeks she is back from home.She came with a different status, life has changed, so many interesting things Happened as well for her in the past 5 weeks. Here I am standing on the same point. I am actually moving behind on everything, I have no good news to share, nothing That is interesting nor happy things to share with her. It is in a way sad.
It seems like things will never get better for me, it will only get worse, it's a pessimist thought But, where I am today, its just how it is.