I came home and headed to Ridgedale mall for some shopping. My first stop was NY & Company and found a nice cardigan. Its so beautiful, can't wait to wear it.
Initially I had planned for Body Works Plus Abs with Tracy. I wasn't feeling that fresh, with backache and stomach ache. It was little after 10am, I woke up, got fresh, had my breakfast, which was more like light lunch. So, I headed to Southdale. I went there with a mission which didn't work out.
I then stopped into Kohls, which didn't work out either. My last stop was DSW where things worked out perfect. I found 2 pairs of shoes, perfect for fall, and I can wear these to go outside everyday until it gets too cold.
Mix No 6
The day started out early, it was a great morning, I miss that kinda morning, we used to have. After getting fresh and breakfast, we headed to Vihar. After an hour, we were there. There were stuff going on in there, it was a little loud. However, I felt little relaxed being there. I wish it was quite and would have felt much relaxed, thats a wish. I am glad the doors were opened.
After spending about 15-20 minutes, headed home. On the way, stopped into a Walmart to get couple of stop. On the way, headed to Caribou coffee and spent a good hour or two. It was nice to sit down while having some coffee.
It was 2pm and were hungry so stopped in to the Greek eatery 'Christo' in uptown for lunch. The lunch was light and food was good too. After that we stopped into the mechanical pencil store and Ducati store. The store was closed even though the website said it is open on Sunday.
After that the stop into Great Hair clips, headed home. After about 1 hour, headed to AMC for movie. The movie made me feel happy. I don't remember the last time I was this happy. Oh I miss myself, my life and 'us'. After the movie, headed home. Stopped into a Than Do for pickup, while waiting for food, stopped into a Grocery store as well. After having dinner, reading paper, back to bed. The day was long, it was beautiful and then it was over. I didn't even think once, its Sunday, I need to get ready for work. This is that best feeling ever.
Been thinking, thinking, don't really want to speak to anyone but relax. I don't understand why things are happening this way. I am glad its Thursday and soon is weekend. Does that change anything?
I don't know whats happening, why its happening and where its going, the three 'W's. The things that are happening makes me sad, it hurts a lot, its extremely painful. It make me feel like going hopeless. And I know its not the right thing, all I have in my life is 'hope', its now seem to be disappearing.
I still hope and wish.......