I wish I wasn't sick, I wish I had someone next to me whom I can talk to. I wish I could go outside and get some fresh air. I wish I wish I wish and it remains a wish. Thinking and looking back, how life has been, what it has turned into. Sometimes feels like, its going nowhere and then, that hits me. Again, I gather all the energy and start a new day and keep going.
Life is a mystery, where nothing happens the way you plan, nothing goes your way regardless how much you work for it.....
Anyways, the long weekend started, hope to get some rest and get back to my normal routine.
I didn't realize the thesis is 100 pages long. Oh boy hahaha...After over an hour, I am only done 40 pages, and many more to go. This is for tomorrow I guess. The thesis says a lot about greenness, naturalness, openness, etc etc...Many times the 'ness' words. For a moment, I thought I was reading the same page again. I was wrong. Even though the words are same, they were explaining things in different ways.
To be continued....
I wasn't quite ready yet but its winter and its MN. So, first thing in the morning, I had to take care of the Crystal Tuning and Frequency Offset issue on the LCRs. After that all day was spent in the lab. I'm not very excited about this. However, tomorrow is going to be much busier than the regular Tuesday as its the MS Patch week.
I will get stuff taken care but just going to be super busy. And after work workout and then the cooking I have to do for Wednesday. Again Wednesday is going to be a busy day, work and after that Mha Puja preparation, all the manda. Nothing much in mind to write so I am ending my entry right here today.
Woke up earlier than normal, reached work by 8am. As I started my day, I got a text message from my brother. One after another, text message were exchanged. Finally I had to talk on phone. Well the talk was pretty much on the same topic, which I have been having over and over. The topic that has caused a lot of stress, me and my life hasn't been same.
I have been through so much in life, have overcome all those obstacles, and now this. This is a big one, much bigger and ever anticipated anything like this. Getting back to the point, I got so mad at my brother. I was so loud, I knew what I was doing but I couldn't control myself. Why me? Why me always? I just want my life back, want to feel like me and be happy.
No one understands my problem, no one, the one who should understand the most, is just taking this for granted and I am suffering. Sometimes I do not know what to do, where to turn.
The only problem is I have to order this shoe online and without wearing it, I am not sure how I feel about that. Very interesting color : Simply Divine Wine, it looks that way as well.
Faux Suede Bow Bootie
The day was busy, and Boot camp after work was great. Here, I am on my computer, after cooking and having dinner watching Seinfeld on channel 45. Slowly feeling tired, thinking things in mind, getting some work done, wishing things, hoping for a good night sleep.
Here is another one I just found in DSW site, called Diba Chic Boot.
Work was okay, after few hours of troubleshooting, CBC started communicating. I got some work done and now more to go tomorrow. No walk today though, instead had lunch in the lunch room Betty.
It was about 4.50pm, I left work in a hope to get a cycle for the Spinning class. As I go in, I found out spin class is full and it was like 5.10pm. I was not so happy but what could I have done. I did a good 25 minutes strength workout instead. As I was finishing up Leg Press, I saw Melissa. I waved at her but she didn't see and I had to go say hi. It was so nice to see her after almost 3 months.
She admitted for not writing and not staying in touch for so long. I couldn't agree more to it. We stopped working out and started talking. After about 15 minute or so, we decided to head out. Hope to see her tomorrow else sometime this week so that we can catch up on things. I am glad I saw her today, it was nice.
After reaching home, took shower, ate something quick and headed to Express to find that top. Instead I ended up with a nice lonnnnng dress which I can't wait to wear. Here is the sneak peek, the dress looks more beautiful in real than this picture.
As I was sitting down watching TV, I talked to mom dad. After few minutes, we said bye. Few minutes after, I decided to login to FB, when I found out someone removed the tag from the picture, I was disappointed and sad. Now watching 10 pm news in Kare11 and am sorta ready for bed. Good night, will write something interesting soon.
When I started reading this book, I was pretty excited as it was very romantic. After reading couple of chapters, I started getting disappointed what it was turning into. After reading about a week, the book was finished. As I was reading the last chapter, the last part made me emotional.
I started thinking, all Ana did was to love Christian, did everything in love, which gave her pain but nothing. It was heartbreaking what happened in the end. I have two more books of its series to read and hope something nice will happen in those.
The first entry I wrote in here was about backache.
After 2.5 years of weight, your braces came out. I'm happy thinking that you will not be in pain anymore. You don't have to worry about food getting stuck, skin getting scratched in the inner lip, and every other pain. You have a beautiful smile like you wanted. Today is the day celebrate, and chilled Martini Rossi that's been sitting inside the fridge will be finally happy.
New Enhancement in IVVC. Reading through Marketing Requirement and changes in application, I am getting confused. I wonder who comes with these enhancements. Perhaps this is called Innovation, its gotta be it. I am talking to the Server Side developer, how confusing it is and how much fun I Am having with it already. Also telling I am going to add him in my fun with question and help as soon as the new build is available to me.
I am tired really tired, still 2.5 more hrs. to go and I'm feeling the affect of a rough night. How much sleep can affect your daily stuff. And here is where my blog entry finishes for today.