Sayamini yagu Blog http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/ Where feelings can be expressed without speaking words en Copyright 2009 Sat, 21 Nov 2009 22:03:17 -0600 http://www.sixapart.com/movabletype/?v=4.25 http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss Nights in Rodanthe 2008, Richard Gere and Diane Lane After a hectic, stressful week and annoying all day Saturday class, I had to do something to relax. Basically watch tv or a nice movie. Searching through HBO Demand movies, found "Nights in Rodanthe" a Drama/Romance. I had seen the trailers last year but never got to watch it. And I finally did today, which was the best thing I did today I think.

Slow yet very interesting movie romantic movie. But it ended sadly though. I still can watch the movie again, I just loved it. I think Richard Gere and Diane Lane look great together.

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timilai, timilai aa aa aai
Ti bacha, bandhan haru
Soompiyera, timilai

Baandhidaichhu ma, sansar ko reet ta ma 2 _ _ _
Gaundaichhu yo, bichod ko geeta lai

I am in love with this song and can't stop singing it, so much like me....

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ya hai mohabbat ya hai jawaani)(3)

(dil ki baaton ka matlab na poochho
kuch aur humse bas ab na poochho)(2)
jiss ke liye hai duniya deewani
ya hai mohabbat ya hai jawaani

(yeh kashti wala kya gaa raha tha
koyi isse bhi yaad aa raha tha)(2)
kisse puraane yaadein puraani
ya hai mohabbat ya hai jawaani

(iss zindagi ke din kitne kam hai
kitni hai khushiyan aur kitne gham hai) (2)
lag ja gale se rut hai suhani
ya hai mohabbat ya hai jawaani

do lafzo ki hai dil ki kahaani
ya hai mohabbat ya hai jawaani

]]> http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/11/do_lafzo_ki_hai/ http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/11/do_lafzo_ki_hai/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 11:17:41 -0600 Well things happen when your mind is not in place. My mind is not in proper place since yesterday afternoon, there is a reason behind it but don't want to share here in my blog. So, this morning too, it was in the same boat. I got ready, headed to work, realized, I wore my ear rings (dangly) but didn't wear the lock which protects it from falling.

I told myself, okay how can it stay safe till almost 10pm tonight. Around noon or little after, I noticed, my right ear does not have the dangly anymore. I was little upset, started looking for it, no luck. I thought okay now I know where it went.

I went to school, came back, and while I was changing I found it, where I found it was the funniest one. I am happy I found it. Finally a happy ending for the day, want something else to end in happiness too, but so far no luck yet. I still have hope, I have my fingers crossed. Here comes Leah email too. haha...

]]> http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/11/well_things_hap/ http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/11/well_things_hap/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 21:33:25 -0600 What are you doing for Thanksgiving? Who knows? What I am doing to do? Time will tell I guess. Yaye masti woi chiz chai, go ju e kwa mawo, ju sa gulli jiu, ji chai mati jaka yana chonigu ka aa...

]]> http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/11/what_are_you_do/ http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/11/what_are_you_do/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 22:26:20 -0600 Google Android vs. Verizon Driod, which is better? In my case, which one do I like. Well, when Android came out, I was excited to check out the application in it. One of my very good friends got this phone directly from Google, its kinda neat. I thought the phone is too big for me, but application wise, pretty cool. And here after almost a year, Motorola decided to come up with Droid, which was released in the US market yesterday.

This time one of my co-workers bought it. The phone was a little bit heavier compared to Android but it was thinner and neat looking. I thought it was cool too. Size wise, both are same, except one it a bit thinner than other. Weight wise, Droid is heavier since the phone battery cover are made from Metal.

After all, I use the phone to take calls and text anyway...

]]> http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/11/google_android/ http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/11/google_android/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 12:43:43 -0600 Just about to get out and found out the class has been cancelled. Well, its good but again its bad. Its bad because there will be a make up session which might let the class go one more extra week than it should. And also we have not discussed much about next assignment and its due in next session. Its a disadvantage to those who have presentation that day on this assignment.

Anyway its a beautiful day, I am just enjoying listening to songs. Soon, will do some studies. However, I made a use of the morning by heading to the gym early morning. I feel lighter ha ha.....

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]]> http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/11/i_want_somethin/ http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/11/i_want_somethin/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 15:08:50 -0600 So far at least IR homework is done, however I need to read more notes... I have to completely review the SRS paper and add stuff if I can. Then the Instruction Manual assignment. I do have some work on Java to get done too. Hopefully Review 4 assignment gets posted by tomorrow, otherwise again will have to do till Friday night, which is not fun to do.For once, I want to relax on Friday night before the class on Saturday.

Oh no, its almost dark and the weekend is over in few hours.

]]> http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/11/so_far_at_least/ http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/11/so_far_at_least/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 16:19:46 -0600 I got a feeling, tonight is gonna be a good good night. Would be nice, if it does, ha ha... One of the songs, I have been listening to.Some of the songs, I think are fun to listen right now....

Baby are you down down, down down downnnn...by Jay Sean
Obsessed by Mariah Carey
Breakup by Mario
Love Lockdown by Kanye West
I know you want me, you know I want me by Pitbull
Best I ever had by Drake

Once again, Baby are you down down, down down downnnn and I got a feeling, tonight is gonna be a good good night.

Jay Sean feat Lil Wayne- Down Lyrics
Jay Sean
(Intro)
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)
(Verse 1)
You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,
(Bridge)
So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.
(Chorus)
So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
(Verse 2)
Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I'll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,
(Bridge)
So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why don't we run away)
(Chorus)
So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
LiL Wayne
(Verse 3)
Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, 'cause to me she zero degree,
She cold, overfreeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
now can i be her soldier please,
I'm fighting for this girl,
I'm a battlefield of love,
Don't it look like baby cupid sent his arrows from above,
Don't you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
and honestly im down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh
(Chorus)
So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down

]]> http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/11/i_got_a_feeling/ http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/11/i_got_a_feeling/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 11:43:49 -0600 I am positive that today will be a productive day. Due to Day Light Saving, we got an extra hour. I got up the same time our mind and body is used to be getting up the same time, regardless we gain or lose an hour.

Made breakfast and had while watching the Formula 1 Car Racing. I haven't watched it for a while and it was amazing to watch the end. It was amazing, I've no words to describe it. :)
After wards took shower, headed to gym while my hair was completely wet. 20 minutes in the Elliptical, 5 laps in the Tread Mill and another 10-15 minutes the machines. Feeling after working out, was priceless.

After a few minutes of relaxation, started working on IR homework. Reading the paper again which I had read yesterday while getting lost over and over. Now, hopefully I will get it done today. And now I am staying positive and hoping I will get more work done and feel good about it. And forget everything that I shouldn't be thinking...

]]> http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/11/i_am_positive_t/ http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/11/i_am_positive_t/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 11:38:44 -0600 I think I relaxed too much today.... I didn't get much studies done today, only IR notes and little bit of homework. I am now so frustrated with everything. Thinking about everything, I am just feeling overwhelmed and frustrated. I need to breathe. I think I should go to bed may be, get up fresh, work out and start the Sunday. Get more work done. I extra hour and a whole new month starting in less than 3 hours.

]]> http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/10/i_think_i_relax/ http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/10/i_think_i_relax/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 22:04:55 -0600 Recommender Systems in E-commerce in Information Retrieval Interesting topic, have found so far few papers. Hopefully by the end of the semester when its due, I will be talking Recommender Systems in Information System. Dreaming dreaming dreaming.....I just gotta do a lot of work and I will be. However, Collaborative Filtering sounds interesting too, I am not familiar with it though. I sure do need to spend time reading technical papers.

Something just came to my mind and I am smiling, hehe......

]]> http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/10/recommender_sys/ http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/10/recommender_sys/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 17:02:53 -0600 I often ask this question to myself, why me? Why's everything so hard? Am I going to get something without working really hard for it? I know some of you might think, everyone's life is like this but with my experience, I can tell, its not the same. Those who work hard, never get things straight, makes you work harder to get what you want. I am one of those, so far I have been there many many times ugh....Frustrating at times, annoying as it is and sad of course.

Anyways, just was thinking about something so felt like typing these lines in my blog entry.

]]> http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/10/i_often_ask_thi/ http://blog.lib.umn.edu/mana0026/mythoughts/2009/10/i_often_ask_thi/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 16:59:07 -0600 Whats wrong, don't know? I want to feel good instead. :) Feeling really weird today for some reason. I just had lunch and now feels like I am getting an anxiety attack for no reason. Just want to get done with work and be home. Hoping for some fun but, going to happen or not, god knows......

May be Down by Jay Sean will help me feel good. :)

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