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June 09, 2004
sitting by the lake at sunset
thus describes last night, sitting with brent. i gotta say, i didn't have much hope for brent, i mean, what's up with that...but now i see something happening. i don't know. i guess i dreamed of falling in love with a philosophical geek that was also really hot and was really smart and had written tons of books or discovered the cure for cancer and had an apartment in new york and london or something.
but brent is really hot and he's a great guy and so nice and we get along great and and and...i don't know, perhaps this feeling is coming over me. but i could be wrong. no rushing, of course. i mean, it's not like i was falling over cathal the first time i met him. i was really more interested in Matthew Shapiro. that was just first sight though. and cathal and i really got along well. but obviously someone doesn't care to e-mail me back. sad! but that's ok, i know he's still alive.
and it's not like i was not attracted to brent at first sight. he might be a homo, but he could even slip under my gaydar if i met him. and i have really good gaydar too. saying that he could slip past me without me detecting it actually means something big. perhaps that was it. i felt like i was sitting and eating with a straight guy. and we all know straight guys are not interested in me.
and i was kinda nervous as we were sitting there at loring. but last night sitting at lake calhoun was so chill. i didn't care about anything. and talking to him about stupid stuff was actually fun. there is still something in the back of my mind that tells me "he's too different from me" but i'll just put that aside for now. who knows, perhaps we might think the same. but i find myself laughing and smiling when he's not around. the same thing happened when i started dating cathal and mikey. wow that was a long time ago.
but brent is a boy scout and we all know how i feel about boy scouts... that one James Dale is kinda hot though, i guess.
Posted by piep0058 at June 9, 2004 01:35 PM | Nightlife