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September 21, 2006
Current State of Mind
So lately it seems there's one thing on my mind. And this one thing is so incredibly lame. But at the same time, I can't seem to think about anything else: finding someone decent to date.
I'm becoming quite bad about it all, and I am unsure about what my problem is. Is it even my problem? I'd like to think it just has to do with an unsatisfactory dating pool. However, I must concede that the problem could very well be me: Even if someone great to date came along I wouldn't know it.
Why? Because I am either afraid to commit to a relationship or I will find some fault (or make up a fault) in anyone I go on a date with. Or maybe I am looking for something that doesn't exist, that is, I am looking for a specific type of guy or whatever and I'm having unrealistic expectations.
I'm not going to outline what I look for here, I think I've already done that before in a previous post. However, I will admit here that what I look for in specific has no specific guidelines. It's all about finding the right person to click with. And, it's quite sad to say, no one has really peaked my interest.
And that's something that facebook, myspace, whatever can't cure.
Posted by piep0058 at September 21, 2006 05:58 PM | My Mind
Comments
well...your mind seems confused. You definitely need somebody to talk. Everyone carries mistakes, but somehow you may realize and accept their mistakes once committing the relationship. You should give yourself happiness and hope too, since your birthday is coming tomorrow.
Posted by: A at September 22, 2006 04:02 PM
Just stumbled across your page as I was doing a Google search for "New England".
Interesting site mate, and, erm love the new look, suits you, and it doesn't look gay (trust me on that one) ;-)
Just a word of advice from a complete stranger, don't over psychoanalyze yourself or you may just end up disapearing up your own arse, (don't ask me how I know). :-D
All the best.
Ramiro
Jersey, Channel Islands, UK
Posted by: Ramiro at October 12, 2006 01:09 PM
"piqued"... the word is "piqued", not "peeked" or "peaked".
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