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November 26, 2005
Thanksgiving 2005
So I finally have a day off -- sort of. It's been hard this past semester. Probably one of the most difficult experiences in my life, and I'm usually not one to give up so easily. But I have shed more tears about school, had more near heart attacks about graduating, and worried more about my future more in the past 2 months than in my entire college experience combined. Not gonna lie. It's getting tough.
My Thanksgiving this year was spent with Sam at his home with his family in St. Paul. It was great. I haven't had a Thanksgiving this good in a long time. Longer than I can remember. In fact, the whole weekend has been awesome. It would be perfect if I didn't have this haunting lab report hanging over me, as if I were Damocles sitting under a knife held by a hair. But at least I'm having a good time, although I know Sunday and Monday are going to be hell for me.
CHEN4401W has proved to be one of the most difficult experiences of my life. I've never been more scared about graduating in my life because of this class. It's really got me scared that I just might have to change majors. Change majors during my senior year? Yeah right. That's not going to happen, I've been through way too much as of late to do that. Despite the apprehensive feelings I am getting lately, I know everything will be okay, no matter what, and I will graduate. [So why do I get all nervous when I say that?]
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