A few weeks ago on a news show I heard that Bernie Ebbers was facing charges of treason. Can someone tell me what he did that would result in charges of treason? Penny Sue Scheff 323-58-9975
Still more smell of piss as I sat down to wait for the long line at the cafe to subside.
I was looking at a website for children and the spelling activity was Hangman. I was surprised that the Scholastica website would have this as the only spelling game for that grade, but when I tried to connect to it the page was not available. This kind of thing has happened for years, so I believe my internet communications are monitored and sabotaged. Penny Sue Scheff
During the weekend, at various places, I've felt some remote stimulation of my anal canal and breasts, smelled piss and s#it, and viewed uninvited and unwelcome porno. I did not leave the area, except I went to Richfield to buy a backpack, where I saw backpacks for sale with the name "Penelope" on them. This morning I smelled something like very sweet children's cereal while I was at home. I still do not know what happened to my family, friends, acquaintances, etc. I do not know what happened to me, or should I say I do not know why or how the things that happened to me, happened.
I just smelled piss, the thoice said "do it" and someone starts walking around.
As I tried to sleep last night, I was extremely warm in my torso region. Is it possible to heat just this region remotely? (It wasn’t painful but at first it made sleeping difficult.) According to articles I’ve read, yes it is. But I do not know how to identify where it’s coming from or how to stop it.
I still don’t know why some people walk around with smirks on their faces. What is there to smirk about? Are they disturbed or out of touch with reality or remote controlled?
You’ve reached the answering machine of Penny Sue Scheff. I rarely answer the phone even when I am at home, so please leave a message…..
This is the beginning of my outgoing message at 612-870-0409. There are many reasons I usually don't answer the phone; sometimes I feel things and I don't know what they are when I am on the phone, sometimes the thoices warn me not to answer although sometimes they tell me I should; and often it's the "wrong number", or no message or an incomplete message is left.
I noticed your request for email to see if your system/server is working properly. I found your blog while looking for a Sam Kinnison site. You are right, samkinnison.org isn't a valid address.
I also looked to see if the University had a Medical facility. Here is the contact information for the Psychiatry Clinic.
Psychiatry Clinic Overview
One of the many clinics at University of Minnesota Medical Center, a division of Fairview, the Psychiatry Clinic along with our University of Minnesota Physicians specialists look forward to providing you with comprehensive, coordinated care in all areas of mental health for adults, adolescents and children.
To make an appointment: 612-273-8700
University of Minnesota Medical Center
2450 Riverside Ave S
Minneapolis, MN 55454
Monday 8:00 a.m. - 6:00 p.m.
Tuesday 8:00 a.m. - 6:00 p.m.
Wednesday 8:00 a.m. - 6:00 p.m.
Thursday 8:00 a.m. - 6:00 p.m.
Friday 8:00 a.m. - 6:00 p.m.
Care Provided For
Our physicians provide care for many medical conditions including (but not limited to) the following:
Alcohol and Drug Dependency
Anxiety & Mood Disorders
Attention-deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD)
Chemical Dependency (Alcohol & Drug Dependency)
Eating Disorders/Anorexia Nervosa
Impulse Control Disorders
Mental illness affects many people. I have dealt with bouts of depresssion throughout my life. Most people are unwilling to talk about it. I think it is something that we should talk about. I hope and pray that your life starts to get better. Please seek help if you are not getting it currently.
thoice in a cafe, after I fell asleep for a few minutes: "the minimum documents you need to classify"; then a conversation nearby "I think I see a fire"; thoice: "you rat";more talk about fires.
7/16/2005 2:10 PM I just wrote down a thoice, I am trying to stay alert and a thoice “says” “ kill her”. ..”she protects herself”.
I am at the cafe.
7/16/2005 3:59 PM
The chaos and harassment have subsided at some places, but the feeling is that it is artificial or controlled. I can still detect the difference, as compared to the past eight hellish years and the preceding years of my so called “normal” life. After I blogged about the difference between the hellish conditions here vs. when I was working, a thoice said something about “stop bothering her”.
7/16/2005 6:42 PM
Still at the cafe. A few minutes ago my brain felt a “flip” …I used to feel these more often.
7/16/2005 1:24 PM composed on Word because I don’t have internet everywhere I go.
I’ve been at the nearby café for about 30 minutes. When I was in line I felt something in my right breast again. I’ve been feeling it often for the last few days. I’ve also felt my eyes and areas around my eyes slightly trembling. This is not new, just the frequency with which it’s been happening.
Yesterday at a different café, my computer was messed up, I think some unrequested downloads were trying to complete on my pc when I turned it off. I don’t know what’s in these downloads so I always try to stop them, even if it means I have to unplug the pc and take out the battery because they won’t respond to a request to stop.
I do not know what happened to me and my family. I do not know where my family is now. This is not funny. The synchronicity continues with insipid obnoxious songs on satellite radio about someone who cries, learns and tears hair out; hang together, etc. I have been emf tortured into crying, pulling my hair, screaming; I’ve been subjected to gruesome visual transmissions about corpses; and some synchronicity arranges for over-paid singers to torture me by singing about private(?) experiences via suicide satellite radio.
“She wasn’t supposed to ever know”, BUT “IT LIVED”. Now am I being slowly destroyed with emf radiation, and who knows what else, because I didn’t kill myself? How could anybody insist that nothing happened? Have they been spying on me for my whole life, are they lying or are they mind-controlled by the perps?
7/14/2005 10:55 AM composed on Word because I don’t have internet everywhere I go.
I changed my homepage to the bbc a few days before the bombing.
I’m in the nearby cafe, sitting in air-conditioning.
Yesterday it was very difficult to concentrate in the library; something was bothering my head. The headache never materialized, but I was certainly not able to accomplish as much as I could have. The conversations and corresponding thoices continue…”you know”, “go”. Etc.
Last night, and other nights, I smelled urine as I took my bike up the stairs. I remarked upon it and someone else walking past me, with a bike, made a small comment such as “oh my” or something like that. (Actually I just smelled it again here in the cafe.) Years ago I took a vacation to a vegetarian conference and there I enjoyed the company of a monk who surprised me with his frequent comments that his mattress smelled pissy. He and I had some very interesting and emotional conversations. At that time I had no specific religion. It was before I’d converted to Islam; perhaps the conversations would have been even more heated or perhaps they wouldn’t have occurred at all.
This is just one incident in thousands...I am trying to do a search on radio and the first result in the returned list is homosexuality. For years my attempts to study and research have been sabotaged in so many ways... not just in internet and library searches. Penny Sue Scheff
The internet had to be taken down for few minutes so I sat some where else. After the person next to me left, I got up and sat down at a different table. I then smelled s*@t for a few seconds.
continuing thoices "don't leave"
"they told her" ---nobody has told me anything relating to these things Penny Sue Scheff
I just felt something, very strong, on my right breast again and people start laughing. Then the thoices and/or conversations start with "pray", " pay",
"play"; this happens so frequently I think these activities are used as a cover for the emf directed at me, and perhaps at others.
Why do people then say "go"; why should I leave if the same things happen everywhere? I don't see how leaving would be to my benefit, so perhaps someone wants me to go away and die somewhere.
Penny Sue Scheff
Just as the woman sitting behind me left, I started feeling some emf around my rectum and right breast. Penny Sue Scheff
thoice "they ran it dear"
I have not received any responses to my blog. I still don't know what happened to my family.
I've been volunteering with preschoolers and I'm learning a lot from them. One volunteer asked me if I'm hot with all the clothes I had on; she didn't ask another woman who was wearing many more clothes than I was. This is not new; it's happened in other places. Why do people ask me and not others?
People started leaving after I signed into this blog page.
It's been very difficult to concentrate today, as if something is messing up my head. Also, I'm hungry because I haven't eaten much today. I have more to blog about but I can't keep focused.
Sometimes information seems to get sent to my computer when I'm on the internet that I did not request. This is common to many people, junk ads, etc., but some of the things that get on my computer are not what one would expect from junk ads and that kind of stuff. Is this another way to frame somebody?
I have been experiencing a distracting pressure in my head for a few minutes. I get up to relieve it and the conversations or thoices start in with "you know".
To the only person whose comments have appeared: although your intentions seem sincere, I am requesting comments from some other people.
I cannot use most of the common-sense suggestions that apply to people who have not experienced years of electromagnetic and psychological harassment.
I often choose not to use suggestions from people with superior attitudes.
As I sit in the library, I feel something happening to my body and on the left side of my head I feel a growing pressure that stops when I move around. Now I just smelled a slight bad smell for a second and new people arrive (perhaps to cover-up that I'm always the one to smell the bad smell).
Often the thoices are "stood up" or "got up"; a man next to me got up and then I smelled urine again.
Penny Sue Scheff 323-58-9975
New cafe, initially responses seem "normal" but soon the people who seem to want to hate someone without telling them why appear.
I still don't know what happened to my family.
My searches on the internet return unrelated, inappropriate articles, even if I am searching for scientific journals and articles. The results often include names of missing family members, references to private and personal events in my life, etc. Or they will repeatedly contain references to something with which I have no involvement.
Results that seem to be related to my experiences actually are just more harassment, as the links often are not active and suggest that the pages are fabricated.
Penny Sue Scheff
thoices continue "YOU DO"
When I first arrived at the school, there was a fire in a trash can and it was quickly extinguished.
Today I worked with children on letters and numbers. Most of the day we were outside but some of the children wanted to do the numbers and letters outside also. Penny Sue Scheff
I know this will provide a laugh for the beasts and analytical material for misguided psychologists: I had a brief "thought-vision-image" of a woman placing a severed cow's head on top of a slaughtered lamb's body. It was disturbing, but the transplant may have saved the lamb's life.
Did you laugh? Why?
Why did I smell sweat for just a second, just now?
recent thoices "They want to kill it if it gets mis-used"
"I was just waiting for ......." (my father's name)
While playing a simple game with one child I felt something on the right side of my head. During the game, the girl seemed to lose track of some of the rules of the game, even though she was the one who had originally shown me how to play. My concentration was affected by something at the same time. After the distraction stopped, the girl played the game correctly again.
This is another confirmation of the kinds of things I've experienced in the past five or six years. Obviously it's "real" or it would not affect others at the same time. Another reason I have been forced into isolation---to deny this kind of validation. I often couldn't study or read because something makes my head start swirling or my bowels so "jumpy" that I am not able to comprehend and retain what I'm reading. When I'd sit down in a cafe or library to study, most of the other people would leave or start distracting conversation.
Late last nite when I was outside I had great difficulty getting my blog to display properly. At first, the side column did not appear at all.I still don't know if other people can see it if I'm not right there in the area while they look at it.
I don't know exactly what kind of technology would be needed to control access to the internet like that.
I don't expect a lot of traffic as I know it's difficult for blogs to get readers, so I am requesting from total strangers that they send ANY kind of response. Are they listening to the thoice "DON'T READ IT"?
Often when I return to a place where I recently spent some time, someone or something makes it difficult to sit in the same place or do the same things I did before. Today I was willing to share the table at the cafe but the man at one seat left QUICKLY when he saw that I was going to sit on the other side. He's just another that doesn't want to share even restaurant space with me.
The thoice today kept saying "You're not here"! Right now I am in downtown Minneapolis.
The firecrackers I hear sometimes make me want to stay inside. My father lost some of his hearing when someone threw a firecracker at his head. What kind of world encourages untrained citizens to discharge firecrackers but won't allow me to relax outside of the library?
I slept an unusually long time last nite and this morning.
Recent thoices ---"You will not get a trial. You will be shot."
I still do not know what happened to my family. Before I lost contact with them, some of them were experiencing similar or worse things.
Perhaps the excuse of trying to get me to leave my religion was a cover used to destroy me and my family. Are they alive?
thoices "write" "don't write" "go" "stay" "SAY IT" "PAY IT" now I smell urine
I am requesting responses on this blog to determine if my internet communications are still monitored and censored. The preferences are set to allow anonymous comments. My mail, phone, and email have been sabotaged in the past. Penny Sue Scheff July 02, 2005
Ever since I've been blogging about thoices and synchronicity of conversations around me, more obvious, meaner and louder talking tubes have appeared. I believe these may be paid talking tubes to cover-up the innocent talking tubes who don't know that they vocalize the thoices.
Do you think this is funny? Please consider how easy it would be to set someone up for attack by having people say something via the "thoices" or "voices". I wonder how often this happens; it must happen or else the insanity label wouldn't be used to discredit research into this area.
I do not know that I am not a "tube", but I've never been an obnoxious, loud and vicious talking tube…I am more of a taciturn tube?
Today I have felt something happening to the right side of my face in a number of different places. I've also felt my muscles aching in my arm in different places and my thumb tingles.
I re-sent a fax requesting that my transcript be sent to mctc for the polysomnography program.
thoices in the last few minutes "Penny, go" "Pay it here"
and I just felt something in my anus; a jet flies over; nothing new.
I still don't know what has happened to my family.
The beasts think all this is funny.