thoice today "when's the next one dear". I was outside.
I had been thinking about a thoice from a year or two ago ---"the third holocaust".
After my arrest, I received an advertisement for a lawyer. I went to one office indicated on the letter and I called another office where he was at the time, according to the receptionist. I am not using his services but I cannot access the website listed on the flyer. Penny Sue Scheff
The mild brain swirlies have started
For about an hour I was allowed to think with whatever is left of my brain .
Last night at my local cafe as soon as everybody left I got unusually sleepy. Earlier today I had just sat down at the local cafe to read when, as often happens, the people that were already there left and new ones came in. At least one was talking on a cell phone. Something started making me nervous, too nervous to read or concentrate so I left. Thoice later--- 'they're trying to frame her".
I received an email yesterday stating I have a lawyer assigned to me but I was not instructed to meet with the lawyer before my court date. It is a free legal service so perhaps they don't have the resources to meet with people. I am glad I have one appointed; I did not know what to do if I couldn't find one to represent me. Does a person have to represent himself or herself if he or she cannot find a lawyer?
I am trying to read while in a library and a subtle disturbance of my brain (feels like the forebrain area) makes retention very difficult. This is not always the case; there are times when the emf allows me to read and concentrate. I also hear a very high pitch sound but I don't know if they are related. It is a covert manipulation, a violation of an individual's rights, to prohibit learning this way. Penny Sue Scheff
The young woman in the cell next to mine left escorted (by a guard?) for at least part of the night if not the whole night. Considering the behaviors I've experienced from people the last five to ten years, I am still glad I was in isolation.
One of the arresting officers asked me while preparing to take me to the squad car, "was it worth it?" I said I didn't know. While in the jail I felt some of the same emf and resulting headache. So I learned something, that the emf can happen almost everywhere. I don't know the outcome of this so I don't know if "it was worth it". Penny Sue Scheff
While walking through City Center on my way to try to find a lawyer, a security guard told me I had to uncover my face. I told him I see people covering their faces all the time and that I am Muslim. He asked me if I had proof that I am Muslim. I had been asked this same question after I was arrested. Is this question required? Legal? What kind of proof does one need? I usually cover my face only because women stare at me or I feel emf on my face, but I've seen people covering for other reasons. After I became Muslim I "found out" I might be Jewish. Will someone need proof? What is going on? thoice "you have to say it" "you have to wear it" Penny Sue Scheff I was provided a link to view the state statute on concealing one's face but I couldn't link to it.
On Friday I went to the Hennepin County Government Center to use the Self Help Center. On the wall was a sign indicating Saturday hours for the 24th. floor library law library (thoice just now "run"). I returned on Saturday and was told by all the security guards that the library is not open on Saturday. Penny Sue Scheff Now I am feeling something in my fingers.
I have felt in the past few minutes something on the right side of my head. thoices "you know" "get out" "GOT IT"
People often ask me in an accusatory tone "do you got it?"
Is it mental illness to want to know what happened to my family?
The "townhouse" where I grew up in Chicago cost $11,000. My parents were working poor. After we moved this house was declared a landmark or something like that (it is in the Pullman district) and a large amount of money went into remodeling it. Once a younger brother ran down the stairs crying and very upset because the toilet cracked while he was using it. He didn't weigh enough to crack the bowl. Nobody in my family thought this was funny. He was diagnosed in primary school or earlier as mildly retarded and/or aphasic. I don't know where he is or what happened to him..same for the rest of my family. Penny Sue Scheff
At a temporary job I was accused of spending a lot of time in the bathroom. Some days I urinate frequently and some days very infrequently. People follow me into bathrooms. Toilets flush on their own or do not flush when I try to flush them. thoices "go there" Are these related? What does it mean?
I just received an email indicating I am allowed into all buildings except the one from which I was making phone calls. I also just felt something on my right breast. Penny Sue Scheff
Last Tuesday I was arrested while making phone calls from a university building. I am a student at the university and I was not doing anything wrong. I was taken to jail for one night and was asked if I was guilty or not guilty before I had the opportunity to speak with a lawyer; I had asked for one. I was told my income disqualified me for a public defender. I was not read Miranda rights. I am having difficulty finding a lawyer. I plan to drop at least one class because my time, energy and efforts will now be consumed with fighting a criminal charge of disorderly conduct. I am enrolled in a health care career program at MCTC so if this goes on my record I will have to sue. I was given only a university trespass warning when I left the jail. I had asked for a trespass warning when I was asked to leave the building, prior to the arrest, and was refused one at that time.
This is how "they" force innocent victims to use all their funds and erase proof that they were once allowed to function normally. Speaking of victims, on the case history that I obtained, the Sanction includes "NO CONTACT WITH VICTIM". I did not assault or attack anyone; I was thrown on the floor and handcuffed while I was walking over to an information desk to ask why I was being asked to leave the building.
I have received one letter in the mail from an attorney offering services. I went to the address on the lettter and was told he wasn't in that office but that I could use the phone to call him. When I told the person on the other end of the phone that I might sue, he referred me to another lawyer. When I called the number he gave me, I was never able to speak to that lawyer but was transferred another lawyer(?) who told me I had to settle the criminal charges first.
The jail was terrifying. I felt I could have been killed and no one would know why or how; not even the person who could have been agitated by covert emf into attacking me.
The phone calls were pertaining to a Jan 2005 funds transfer that is not appearing in a bank statement. For years I have been forced to withdraw with penalty from my IRA in order to survive. I was trying to speak with a person from whom I had requested, about a week previously, a copy of this transaction information. I have been receiving two credit card bills that should have been paid with these transferred funds; during that time period I was experiencing much more mind and thought disrupting emf.
I called a number given to me by the arresting agency to discuss the charges; according to the trespass warning I am not allowed into the buildings where I have a class for this semester (Spring 06) and I am not allowed into the recreational center where I have paid for membership. I have not received an email reply as requested in that phone call. (I have not had my phone service reactivated because I do not get any "real" calls.)
I do not want to go to court but I cannot plead guilty to something I didn't do, especially since such a record would affect employment in a health career. I consider that official restrictions on my employment may be one reason this happened, as I was harassed and sabotaged out of work for years.
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When I was getting dressed upon release from jail I commented aloud that I did not even have a piece of paper stating why I was there. Then the window opened and I was handed for the first time the trespass warning. After I stated I didn't know why I was there, I heard a "thoice" or a conversation ---"bird watching".
recent and on-going thoices or voices or conversations "please leave" "go" "you touch it" "they pay" "we told her" "we do you" "she has to do it" --- I don't know what these mean.
Penny Sue Scheff Soc. Sec 323-58-9975