thoices "what did Penny do?" "we're sorry we made you retarded" "you can still do good deeds" "go home" If anyone is reading this blog please let me know what happened to me and my family. Thank You, Penny Sue Scheff
rent is going up about $50
Too often the head swirlies get MUCH WORSE when I am on a computer..they make it impossible to think clearly. Thank You, Penny Sue Scheff
Feb 23, 2006 10:55 pm
If any readers of this blog know what happened to my family, how I could contact them or verify what has happened please respond.
This am or last nite I had two fast "dreams" or transmissions...one of a (smoke?) path in the sky indicating that a plane had crashed only the sky was very dark and the trail was silver, white or bright.....the second "dream" was of a man with oily hair getting out of his car..When I "saw" him he had just turned around and was looking down, standing between the open car door and the car. His oily hair was curled (... into a ...flip?)...at the back of his neck...but not a flip, it was curled in towards his neck.
Yesterday at court I was told that the charges were dismissed and that in a couple of days I could obtain paperwork stating the dismissal.
thoices "don't let her go"
At Wiley Hall: I went to the bathroom and when I returned a young woman was making a cell phone call from the desk where I had been sitting. I sat down on the floor; she turned to look at me and left. Many times, at different places, when I return from the bathroom someone has taken my place and often while speaking on a phone.
Thank You - Penny Sue Scheff
As I started reading a biology assignment, I felt "nervous", as if I were doing something "wrong"....this seems to be a new way to keep me from learning....it is very different from previous experiences that prohibited or distracted me. Perhaps it is from association with all the other distractions and emf --- or is it a refined technique? Did people start squirming and making sounds at the same time? Penny Sue Scheff
February 22, 2006 12:55 pm If any readers of this blog know what happened to my family, how I could contact them or verify what has happened please respond. Thank You , Penny Sue Scheff
"she didn't wear a hat" "she won't pay it" "she's innocent" "let her go" "don't let her go" "she thinks its real"
"girls with guitars put bears behind bars" "you told"
Why does someone or something want me to get locked up into jail? I experience property missing or broken, or misplaced, and therefore could use assisted living but no one wants anything to do with me unless I am a criminal or take drugs. What kind of assistance is that?
thoices "because they'll kill them" who? why? Anybody who helps me? Anybody who takes my things? If I'm in jail why wouldn't the same still be true?
thoice "it's not true" "stop it" "no dear"
At desks and areas where I sit, I often find a paper clip, pen or piece of foil.
I just took a test for which I felt I was very non-prepared, due to emf, distractions, the stress of being arrested, tomorrow's court date, false accusations from a different instructor and being threatened with going to jail again. I don't know if I could get an incomplete in biology for these reasons. I've already dropped other classes this semester due to the stress of the arrest and the time it takes up. This is part of a continuing process...I've been harassed and threatened out of work for years; now the same is happening in school.
no person is telling me the following...they are thoughts that pop into my head like "voices" without sound...thoices...that's the best description I can give.....
thoices "the company monitored their house continuously" "you're good" "she doesn't belong here" " they won't tell her" "they won't give it to her" "they won't let her take it" "pay" "you're not good" "f--k you Penny" "you're not a boy" "tell her" "they help it" "they cover it" "take her there" "we told her" "we told you" "don't pray" "write"
"you b--ch you knew they would hit her" "wear it" "eat it" "keep it busy" "go there" "don't go there" "die" "go"
"you're in trouble" "you gotta go" "you have to go back there" "they hit it" "he killed himself when he read that"
"you knew" "you know dear" "not a dear" "they want her there" "not here""dirty or dead"
Is it illegal to talk to oneself? To blog about random thoices? How many laws are unwritten here? Undisclosed?
February 21, 2006 10:20 am If any readers of this blog know what happened to my family, how I could contact them or verify what has happened please respond.
thoice this am? "See threw pleas"
This morning I was thinking (out loud) about the man who killed the nurses in Chicago. I was living in Chicago at that time and I remember being very scared by the murders. I was perhaps thinking about this because of the difficulties I've been experiencing at the school where I am enrolled in a health sciences career program in the nursing department. Because the "thoices" have been telling me to change my name, I was also thinking about that man's name and what it means, so I looked in a dictionary. The thoices said "you did it". In 1966 I was nine years old
Thank You, Penny Sue Scheff
February 17, 2006 1:30 pm If any readers of this blog know what happened to my family, how I could contact them or verify what has happened please respond.
I've been feeling emf on my eyes the last few days; yesterday I felt very strong emf on the right side of my head while at a cafe. Today in lab there were many instances of offensive smells.
Thank You, Penny Sue Scheff
A blog I posted is not showing now. It was about my brother when he was very young. He ran down the stairs upset and crying one day because the toilet bowl broke while he was on it. He wasn't that heavy. No one in my family thought this was funny. He was diagnosed at an early age as mildly retarded - aphasic? I do not know what has happened to my family, for years now. A few days ago I awoke from a ...'dream' about something terrible happening in that old house. My parents were working poor with seven children, two of them with disabilities. The house was remodeled and the neighbohood declared an historic site after we moved. Penny Sue Scheff
February 15, 2006 10:12 am please respond
If any readers of this blog know what happened to my family, how I could contact them or verify what has happened please respond. Thank You, Penny Sue Scheff
If any readers of this blog know what happened to my family, how I could contact them or verify what has happened please respond. Thank You, Penny Sue Scheff
If any readers of this blog know what happened to my family, how I could contact them or verify what has happened please respond. Thank You, Penny Sue Scheff
If any readers of this blog know what happened to my family, how I could contact them or verify what has happened please respond. Thank You, Penny Sue Scheff
If any readers of this blog know what happened to my family, how I could contact them or verify what has happened please respond. Thank You, Penny Sue Scheff
I am trying to study biology and emf is making my head "jumpy", my body nervous, trying to make me use the bathroom again, sleepy, etc. Who/what is doing this to me? Why? Penny Sue Scheff
I feel something bumping under my seat after someone sat down next to me. The person next to me is not bumping it.
I just realized that a pen that I normally carry in my jacket is missing. Is someone using it to frame me? Then they return it? It seems someone/thing wants me to go to jail for what other people do. Thoice just now--"f--- you then" Penny Sue Scheff
thoices-voices a few days or weeks ago..."they never told her" "it means they were going to kill her"
Sitting in Wilson Library outside the commons I feel something mild on my left breast...thoice "they're doin' it".
I had just spent almost an hour(?) in the bathroom cleaning up the blood that poured out of my body within a few minutes when these two? thoices - "sorry puppy" "learn latin".
Why have I been followed for years by women with almost blank faces (except for smirks that look like "mind-control" smiles) carrying car keys and/or lugging wheeled back-packs? Penny Sue Scheff
Thoice the other day while at a cafe "some things not write when a baby's that still"
I took a bus a few days ago. Someone drove in front of the bus almost causing a collision (just after the thoice said "talk") and everybody started talking. A few years ago a thoice repeated "put blood on your hands" a few days in a row. I didn't. While I was trying to rest on a floor in the house where I was renting a room, some teenagers shoved a couch into my body, cutting and bruising my arm and then I had blood on my hands. Then a thoice said "no more miracles".
Today I felt far too calm given my present circumstances, as if drugged. The most disconcerting aspect is that areas of perception, orientation, and cognition that are usually affected by being in a drugged state are not perceived as altered. I wrote down a very strange date as the current date on top of my lecture notes and now I am bleeding heavily. I felt emf during a class in at least two different areas of my body. Penny Sue Scheff
recent thoices "I told you to get rid of her" "sorry, your get out of jail card is going to jail" "sign it" "I need it" "she needs it" "they're sealing it" "don't help her" "they help her" "they want it down" and again "they're framing her" "buy it"
The night I was in jail I experienced headaches, bleeding and two different bad stinky-smells (one stench at night in the cell and another while being moved around for whatever happened before the judge, I don't know if it was an arraignment, or what).
I recently took a quiz in a class. A few minutes after completing the quiz I filled in the quiz number area then a thoice "said"..."you really are stupid". I have experienced some distracting thoices before while taking exams. Since I was finished and just filling in the quiz number, it makes me wonder if the "thoices" occur when I (and others?) do something after a delay (as if I might have been THINKING!!!!about something) or if pehaps some thoices occur when individuals do something independently, outside of group-think?