Penny Sue Scheff's Blog: I am not dead, I am on social security disability.

probe?

Sitting in a downtown cafe, I just felt emf in my anus for a few seconds. Penny Sue Scheff

May 25, 2006

I still do not know what happened to my family, where they are, etc. The harassment continues with loud, rude people hovering around when I arrive somewhere, then leaving....thoices and conversations reapeat while laughing..."they died" "they told you". Thank You, Penny Sue Scheff

feckled

I am trying to print something out at MCTC but nothing will print. This is just more harassment to try to make me kill myself....ten years at least of this, because I'm a "feckle". I am enrolled for the summer session and my i.d. works to log me in, etc. recent thoices "she needs it now" "don't do her there" "she doesn't have a record" "get her one" "you have to buy" "didn't run" "we read" "do that" "Indian" "tell her to leave" "hit her in the head" Thank You, Penny Sue Scheff

windows

In a window I saw a (dead?) montionless butterfly. I don't know about different butterflies but this one was very large and visible, with interesting colorings. It was "creepy". I had a disturbing dream that night. Thoice just now "it means they're going to kill her". Thank You , Penny Sue Scheff

wheeled carts

Why am I not allowed to bring a wheeled cart into the Minneapolis and St. Paul public libraries? I need it and the items in it for a number of reasons and security guards have a fascist reaction when they see it. The rules at the libraries state that items must fit under a chair...no honest reason can be given for this restriction. I've seen others with large wheeled items in these locations. Penny Sue Scheff

my family

I still do not know what happened to me and my family. I have not heard from them for years. Some of them were experiencing similar difficulties when I last spoke with them. People still think this is funny. I don't know why. Penny Sue Scheff

end of my blog?

As my class at the U is ending and I cannot afford another now, I may be losing my blog so I've started a new one at http://pennysuescheff.blogstream.com/. I've enrolled for summer classes at another school. thoices "you're not there" and thoices/conversations almost without end "you know" "we know" Penny Sue Scheff

quiz

May 05, 2006 12:00 pm I just completed a quiz on which I made another strange mistake...I knew what to do and then didn't do it.....I did the same thing on a quiz yesterday. Because I knew the correct answer or process in both situations, and then didn't do it, I feel as if something is interrupting my thoughts; or perhaps the disorienting emf I've been subjected to has permanently messed up my brain. This didn't happen my whole life, because I used to get A's in most math and science courses. Over the past few years I've met many people who rattle off information as if they know everything...even when they are correct, often they can't explain the process used to obtain their information....my experiences somehow feel "opposite"....I figure out an answer or process and then do something else. The tremendous amount of stress for the past ten years could account for it, but it feels like something else is happening. Also, could whatever was done to me and my family perhaps be justified, in the minds of some very sick people, by proving that people are "incompetent" or insane? Why else would someone/thing have tried to make me kill myself for the last ten years, and sabotage my work and school efforts? thoices "they're playing it" "erase it" "they use people" "they use girls". Medicare did not pay any of my bill to the clinic for a painful ear infection and immunization tests. I still do not know what happened to my family. Penny Sue Scheff Do I have children?

back pain and emf

I have had back pain the last week. Sometimes it starts suddenly, then stops suddenly...emf? Ibuprofen sometimes seems to help. Perhaps "they" want to prohibit me from working, for unknown reasons. Penny Sue Scheff

back pain and emf

downtown mpls sunday a.m.

I've been unable to blog...internet problems again. I still have no confirmation that I paid one credit card bill, so I don't want to pay another until I have some idea if my payments go to where they're intended (or if someone is taking the money). I am sitting outside in a bus kiosk, I don't know if this will soon be determined to be illegal. I called a number to make payments on my state taxes; who knows with whom I actually spoke or if the payments will go to where they're supposed to go.
This a.m. after I was listening to the Quran for a few minutes I started feeling strange, emf induced yucky (and other synchronicities started) so I listened to something else and felt better.
no thing runs like a deer this advertisement popped into my head when I saw someone in a wheelchair and I wondered if the person in the wheelchair used to run and I thought about how much I used to like to run until the dogs and stares and emf.

Thank You, Penny Sue Scheff

payments

Yesterday I went to the irs to make my monthly payment for 2002 taxes which were imposed because I was forced to withdraw from my retirement while being sabotaged out of work. I I was not on ssdi at the time.) I learned that the payment I made on March 31, 06 was not applied to April, so I had to make another payment for April as a late payment. The direct debit that I requested has not been activated yet. I still owe about $2600. I also owe the state about $800 for the same year, same reason---that I refused to kill myself or anyone else.
My SSDI (soc sec) direct deposit was stopped by the local Social Security office because they received return mail for me. This does not make sense to me...I was not notified that direct deposit was stopped.
I do not know what happened to me or my family.
People often leave the area when I blog or post email. Penny Sue Scheff

ear pain

I hadn't felt the sharp jabs in my ears for a few days; during a class break at mctc I felt one needle like jab. Last week it was much worse. My ears have been infected for about a week to two weeks but are improving. I had not received my social security disability payment as of this pm...it is two days late. Penny Sue Scheff

not real?

I've been unable to print in the Mac lab...someone bumped my chair earlier and I feel emf on my left breast. After I blogged about ear pain at school, I felt intense ear pain at other locations....that's what happens to discredit my accounts--- of emf attacks or just about anything else. Penny Sue Scheff

ear ache

I have had an earache for the past few days. The irritation around the entire ear is constant but sometimes I feel more sharp pain in the ear drum or canal. I am at school when I feel the sharp pains most. I spent $60 on antibioltics but I don't know if I should continue to use them. I wonder if there is something wrong with them... they are not clear but white...perhaps they are expired or something because drops I've used before were almost clear. Penny Sue Scheff