thoice today "when's the next one dear". I was outside.
I had been thinking about a thoice from a year or two ago ---"the third holocaust".
Sometimes information seems to get sent to my computer when I'm on the internet that I did not request. This is common to many people, junk ads, etc., but some of the things that get on my computer are not what one would expect from junk ads and that kind of stuff. Is this another way to frame somebody?
About five years ago I had almost all my things in storage. A family that I had known helped me move my things in and out of storage because they had a car. They knew another family with a house and space in a garage or something and they moved my things to the house so I wouldn't have to spend money on storage. The family I knew left the country (the husband was here temporarily as a student at the U). I didn't do the final move so don't know where the house is and I never heard from that family that had my things last. So, I lost almost all my property, including financial papers, photos, letters, etc.
A few years ago I had a cheap pda (about $10). This electronic notepad also had a game for which random letters were generated. One time the random letters generated spelled "My Feckle". I didn't even know feckle wasn't a word so I looked it up and found feckless, so I would say a feckle is a feckless person.
At that time my synchronicity had been set to suicide by making me a feckle. Try to imagine that after most your life of being seemingly normal, EVERYTHING you do is thwarted, your personal belongings are stolen or broken, you cannot work, rent an apartment, think, read, talk to people, find your family or do ANYTHING without breakdowns, sabotage, harassments and threats.
Much of what I’ve experienced is intended to isolate me. Some people experience panic when they leave their homes or neighborhoods. Is someone trying to keep us in our “cages” to experiment on us, expose us to radiation, chemicals, and emf transmissions?
I do not know why specific people are subjected to these tactics. Ideas pop into my head but I have no scientific proof about why. At this juncture, why would I be privy to previously denied information, except to set me up and make me look like I knew about and was responsible for something? I can repeat and record the thoughts, voices, transmissions and incidences. Perhaps others can provide more information about the reasons and methods.
(more excerpts from an English paper by me, Penny Sue Scheff)
The title was a thoice provided for me a few years ago while waiting for a bus on Nicollet. If it was directed at me I don't know.
Other victims' testimonies about "coincidences" show that synchronicity, however it occurs, can be positive or negative.
Synchrocity or synchronicity
Synchronicity is a term used by Carl Jung to refer to “acausal connection”. Synchrocity is a popular term used in new-age books and articles, and refers to coincidence. Both are usually discussed in positive terms; a chance encounter resolves a particularly troubling issue, a perplexing question is answered by randomly opening a book…and life is then all joy and happiness.
I don’t know how such synchronicity “works” but logic would tell anyone that the effects could be reversed for bad little mice, social misfits, those guilty of non-happiness and scheduled for the microtome.
Negative synchronicity can induce hellish circumstances. This is what some might call a curse, to hide the fact that someone/thing is responsible.
A traditional interpretation of synchronicity is given at:
These papers summarize some of the concerns I have about the harassment. That is why I put them in my blogs. This a paper for the class in which I took an incomplete last semester.
PARAGRAPH ONE: What is the issue? Who seems to be knowledgeable about this issue? What is known about this issue? Who is affected by this issue? Who is not?
I intend to research some of the places at which I’ve worked, since I have been banned from two pre-schools at which I tried to get placed for this class. Relevant research would also include the only two other places at which I was offered employment after I completed a computer-programming certificate. I may also research places at which I attempted to volunteer if time and events permit. Business newspapers and journals may provide information on the three to five companies that I am considering for research.
PARAGRAPH TWO: Why is this a worthwhile issue to explore? What do you already know or sense about this issue? What do you need or hope to learn? What are your major questions at this point? Why is this an important issue? What is your stake for being interested in this issue?
I am exploring this issue as just one step toward understanding what happened and continues to happen in my life. Obviously being banned from work or volunteering is important as a human rights issue. Also, I am not the only person who lost money when my company stock went to zero. Now, an executive at that company has been found guilty and faces the rest of his life in prison. Is this because I worked there? This alone is reason enough to research what I can. YES, events have been strange enough to convince me that there is some relationship between all the things I have written about so far for this class. Research may or may not clarify that relationship.
My major questions right now are very general, such as company history, mergers, sales and executive appointments or firings since the times that I worked at the companies.
PARAGRAPH THREE: What is your projected research agenda? Where will you need to go to find materials about this topic? Will interviews be appropriate for this topic?
This will be done with as little use of the Internet as possible; I have explained before that information I get on the Internet is often distorted. I may use the public and university libraries and resources at the Carlson School of Management. Interviews could be useful
if I can find appropriate people to interview (with credentials and proof of who they are).
PARAGRAPH FOUR: Speculate on what work your writing could do. Who needs to hear what you have to say? Why? What do these people read?
This paper would be a record of some of the places I worked, some of my experiences at those places and events that occurred during and after I worked at those places. This could be useful to the man facing life-imprisonment, myself and former and current employees and the companies.
I feel that it's very unfortunate that I do not have a proper therapist to discuss so many of these things with...a therapist who would not require me to take drugs or submit to some destructive, invasive treatments.
If I did enter into such an arrangement, I would probably have to agree to take some kind of drugs while the therapist would deny everything I say. I know that this would actually end up being destructive for me. The therapists are required to deny the truth of the things I've researched...to not "encourage my delusions". I was actually told this by a therapist who would not agree to help me with other life problems if I did not agree with the diagnosis.
I had been unemployed for years and without a legal residence when I signed the diagnosis of schizo-affective. I only signed after the therapist assured me that I could append to the diagnosis the information I had about the ability for someone to remotely induce the symptoms. Later, I was told I am not allowed to view my Social Security file, so I have no way of knowing if my comments were included. I also don't know what else may have been added that resulted in my being banned from preschools. I have never attacked anybody, nor have I been arrested (I did get a ticket from the U for riding my bike on the sidewalk).
When I spoke with the therapist who diagnosed me, I discussed my sensitivity to electromagnetic effects. I told her of my desire to try living in an Amish environment, with no electricity. Since then, I've read a little more about the Amish and watched an interesting video. I noticed they even walk differently and I question if electromagnetic fields can alter how we walk by affecting bone and muscle development; perhaps it is because they perform demanding physical labor at an earlier age. There is an Amish info site at http://religiousmovements.lib.virginia.edu/nrms/amish.html
My left eye felt something for about an hour, but it wasn't a very strong sensation. I am in the Profile Music Cafe; I was here years ago when it was something like the New Prague...I remember some things about that night. The life destroying harassment was just starting, I was out late on a cold, rainy night to stay away from my condo (which I later sold, without another place to live) where electromagnetic and other techniques were being used to drive me insane. I had sold my car and the busses had stopped running for the evening. I walked much of the way home in cold rain, then I got a taxi. The distress and fear I felt that night I will always remember.
"make it move" - an often repeated "thoice"
Today water was standing in the bathtub. This has happened in various places I've lived in the Twin Cities, but it usually only occurs after I've been living in a place for a few months. I haven't even been using the tub, except to wash some clothes.
Since I moved to the Twin Cities, I've been harassed into moving from different apartments.
In one instance, somebody anonymously reported that a “meaty smell” was coming from my room, and this set the apartment management on my case. I had no meat at all in my apartment.
Later, a county social worker was set upon me by an anonymous caller.
A thoice is a thought that pops into my head; others may call it a random thought or a "voice", but since these sometimes convey new information to me, I think they're from "outside".
"WORK" "Pay her there" “Feel free to take the last trip you’ll ever make”
“Your father is Stokowski” “Kettering wants grey matter” “Fresh fresh pons”
“It lived” " HIT IT" “Keep hitting it ‘till it’s dead” “It was supposed to kill her” “We did it” ”You knew” "You did it” “Her name is Terecki. She won’t die; you’ll have to come get her.” “For you” “We know” "Why her?“ "We work dear" "Won’t work” “We read” “You ran” "I gave her one" "Don't work" "Move" "Don't"
Even before I recorded these, sometimes people would say them in my presence, it not specifically while speaking to me.
Banned from volunteering at preschools
Family missing; when I last had contact with them, most were experiencing similar or worse things
When my mother died, no one called to tell me
Frequencies that alter thinking and feeling; Computer and electronic malfunctions
Mail, phone, internet and email unreliable
Property moved, altered or damaged
Water faucet turned on when I was not in the room
please see www.mindjustice.org for more information about mind control
Please excuse lack of links, I can't seem to get them on my blogs yet.
What does the word "feckle" mean to you?
Last semester I took a service-learning class at the U but the service-learning coordinator recommended that I not volunteer at pre-schools. I took an incomplete in the class and I am trying to determine why this decision was made.
When I last contacted my family, most of them were experiencing similar or worse things. Now, I do not know what has happened to them or where they are. Their names appear in many places and I wonder if people are impersonating them to cover-up whatever happened to them.
Face very hot at times
Electromagnetic frequencies that alter thinking and feeling that apparently can be “turned on and off”
Abdominal and rectal bleeding
Small jolts to my brain and/or body when I try to sleep; they stop if I sleep elsewhere, at least for a while
Strange odors that also apparently can be “turned on and off”
Many other electromagnetic sensations, any time, day or night
Eyes do not track as they used to
Penny Sue Scheff 323-58-9975
Places I’ve worked
Ernst and Young - sold
MCI – stock and scandals
State of Minnesota – no reason stated for termination just prior to six months
and getting into the union; my three month review stated my work was excellent
Depletion of company stock savings
I worked since I was seventeen; forced to use retirement funds at a penalty
Sabotaged and harassed out of work
·Noise; Crowds; Excessive heat on face or body; Talkative, abusive people; Excessive phone use; Bothersome or dangerous electromagnetic fields; Burning sensations in my eyes and various parts of my body; Electromagnetically or chemically induced nausea, colds, infections; Sabotage of electronics, possibly the cause of a car accident
Abdominal cramping and excessive abdominal and rectal bleeding; Electromagnetic and pressure changes that impair my ability to think and read; Chemicals and distracting aromas; Smoke; Slamming doors; Rattling carts; People or something stomping around on the floor