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February 27, 2007

My life - the saga continues

Finally, I did awesome on an exam! I knew it went well when I walked out of my stat theory exam. It was oh so wonderful to have this great feeling and be excited to find out my grade. My exams last semester were never where I thought they should be. This semester is treating me better. Honestly, I believe this is due to having much more time since I am not taking Real Analysis.

In other news, I am going to be in the Star Tribune, Business section on Friday 3/2/07. I just finished with my interview. I was interviewed about my finances and my career path. Yay!

Last night I hardly slept (1.5 hrs), and as the day progressd today I started to feel sick to my stomach. I guess that's what happens when you live on caffeine. I was up working on one of my assignments. I was just finishing it off last night when I realized a fatal error - somehow I had messed up the dataset that my homework was based on. I had to redo everything. Then of course, whatever things could go awry did. Needless to say, sleep and a diet low on caffeine is good, and I am tired.

February 21, 2007

It's Midterm Time

I have my first midterm this Friday in Stat Theory II. I am nervous since I am unfamiliar with the professors testing style. I have to do well on this exam, without exception! I need to get an A, anything less and I will be upset with myself. I have been studying like a mad women. Hopefully all the studying will pay off. I have another midterm in Clinical Trials the week after spring break. Oh, that will be a nice break.

My classes have now picked up pace. We are covering a ton of material in my Data Mining course. We are starting our project in our Clinical Trials, and have been assigned our second assignment also in that class. I have another assignment in Data Mining due next Tuesday which I have about 50% completed. Also, I have another assignment in Stat Theory II, but I have completed as much as I can already.

I have been trying hard to stay on top of everything, and not feel behind. Last semester I suffered from a lack of sleep and it was hard on me, physically and emotionally. Little things (like not understanding a lecture completely) would give me a feeling of hopelessness. This semester is so far, so good. The feeling of hopelessness is pretty much gone and I don't want it to come back.

I don't like to talk about religion in blogs because I feel like I could be misconstrued as pressing my views on others, but I am going to break that rule of mine today. Please do not take this as a broader view point than that. I am just saying my stance, and am very much open to the beliefs of others. Anyways, this is just my take...I am catholic, and Lent begins today.

Lent means sacrificing. I have decided to give up junk food for Lent. The one nice thing about Lent is that whatever one sacrifices, they can have on Sundays, so I may have dessert once a week. Sounds good to me. Today is a day of fasting, so I am starving, but not complaining. There is no meat on Fridays too. I always seem to forget that. Anyways, don't tempt me with any desserts. If I see you eating a candy bar or cookie, I will be jealous. Well, this sacrificing will only help my character grow, so it's all worth it.

February 12, 2007

You know your from Minnesota when...

...20 degrees outside starts to feel warm.


You know your a college student when your idea of a Saturday night is renting a movie because you don't have money for most anything else and you don't have time to spend on much anything else.


You know your a U of MN biostat student when you know why R-squared isn't always an appropriate measure to use in a regression analysis.


I was recently asked if I could write a blog about what I learned last semester at U of MN and how it may relate to my future career plans. So I guess I should fill you all in as to my future career plans. I hope to earn my doctorate, become published, and become a professor. In other words, I hope to do research and teach. Teaching is one of the best ways to loss your fear of public speaking, learning how to manage your time well when unexpected questions may arise, and get some feedback as to how your can improve on public speaking.

To digress for a minute, I had this incredible fear of public speaking when I was in undergrad. We had to take a speech class where we had to give speeches to our classmates. My other classmates were allowed to use a podeum, but the professor would not allow me to use one so that I could overcome this fear. It didn't really cure my fear of public speaking, but this experience definitely gave me the knowledge that everything would be just fine without the podeum.

Then when I came to Western Michigan University (WMU), I was given a teaching assistantship. This T.A. role was different than how most schools use their T.A.'s. There was no instructor assigned to the courses I taught (each semester I got two courses of 40 students each). I was it! I had to do all the lesson plans, the quizzes, the grading, the lectures, and even determine the student's final grades. This was very difficult at first because I would get so much anxiety built up preparing for and leading the course. By the end of my time at WMU, I can definitely tell you that I have entirely overcome my fear of public speaking.

Ok, back to the point of this blog...how has the U of MN prepared me for my future plans thus far. Briefly,

  • I learned a considerable amount of Real Analysis, which will definitely help me in understanding the mathematical theory behind the statistics.

  • Today I was assigned some survival analysis work with my trainee-ship on campus. I was very thankful to have taken Surivival Analysis last semester. Phew!

  • Stat Theory I was basically laying down the foundation beneath the building blocks of biostatistics. The rest of my courses at the U of MN will be using everything I learned in this class.

Outside of this, I feel like I am just chipping away at the iceberg that is biostatistics. There is so much left out there for me to learn & discover. Hopefully I will become published in my future using the foundation that I am learning today.

February 6, 2007

Traveling 2 MPH...

That's how fast (or should I say slow) I was traveling today when I drove to campus! A normal commute driving in traffic from my home to campus usually would take around an hour (plus or minus). Today, it took 2.5 hours to get to campus from my home. I spent an half-hour of that time sitting in the on-ramp to get onto the freeway. People were illegally using the carpool lane to bud in front of all us sitting on the on-ramp.

I left home at 7am, thinking I would be get to campus easily on time for work starting at 8:30am. Well, I didn't get to campus until 9:28, so I was way late. I had to scat to class, which starts at 9:45am. I will have to stay at work longer this afternoon to compensate. Hopefully this will mean that I won't get stuck in nasty traffic on my commute home.

I ran out of gas driving here, but luckily made it to a gas station. I had just over 1/4 tank of gas when I left my home, which is typically enough to get to campus and probably get home too. I ran out of gas at about my half-way point, and pulled off the freeway just in the nick of time to fill up again.

My windshield wipers accumlated snow on them and started to form icicles around them, so they no longer worked. So it was probably a good thing I pulled off the freeway to get gas, so I could clean off my windshield and wipers.

This is the down-side to driving to campus. I should have just taken the bus this morning. I would have had to transfer buses downtown and didn't want to wait outside in the cold (-3 degrees). In retrospect, this would have been a trivial concern in comparison to my stressful drive in today.

February 2, 2007

Brrr...

It's so cold outside! When I woke up this morning, I turned the news on and they said it was -11 degrees outside with a wind chill of -26 degrees. I took my dogs out this morning and it was absolutely freezing. I decided to drive this morning rather than take the bus. There is no way I am going to wait for my transfer bus downtown today. Sometimes the transfer bus take 15 minutes to arrive from when I get off my 1st bus. I feel bad for anyone who has to be outside today.

I decided to take it easy on my running since I cannot exercise outside. I don't have a treadmill at home. I suppose I could use the one on campus, but the lockers cost money at the rec center and I am cheap. So I will just take it easy this weekend and enjoy not feeling guilty about skipping my runs.

It's Superbowl Sunday this weekend. Jeremy and I got invited to three SuperBowl parties, which I don't think I will go to. Jeremy is all about football, but I do not like football in the least, nor do I really care about the highly overrated commericals. I will just do some studying instead. Actually, on Sunday, it's the annual Lion's pancake breakfast where my grandma lives. My grandma is working there, so I will be going to support the cause.

For all of you that love football, enjoy this weekend!