I am not someone who is really keen on dating someone. Whenever I think about it, I admit, I do get lonely, but only for a short bit. I really get freaked out by just condoms in general--even if they are in the package. Yet, I do have feelings for someone. I smile every time I see this person. I do not know if I am liked in a smilar way. I never can pick-up on such "hints." I want to explain myself to this particular person, but I am afraid. I have already before been rejected, so I thought this time I could just have that illusion of being liked. However, this method is affecting me. It really sucks, naturally. I have been thinking about asking this person if we could go out on a date, but I have not gotten the nerve to ask (plus, the person is not always on AIM when I am ).
Eh, maybe I am not cut out to be in a reationship. That has crossed my mind many a time. I should just become a priest or monk.Posted by walt0387 at May 24, 2006 8:07 PM