For the longest time, I have been trying to figure out what I have been following in my life. I have been told not to question my Faith, when I should have been. I should have been looking for the truth. I understand why many people are walking away from the Christian faith. I understand why many people are looking elsewhere to find God. I understand now many people have been shot and killed because of what they believed in and what they know. Because the true oppressor, Satan himself. He is using the Christian faith against itself. That is the tactic. By destroying us from the inside out, he uses forces people to use the Christian faith to destroy those around us; to oppress other faiths making others hate who we are. Yes it is true. The bible has been messed with a lot. Even the kings James version that we read today has been messed with over and over again. The Great Controversy was fought by the oppressors and is still being fought against. I learned that much has been taken out and changed only to allow the oppressor to keep us oppressed. However, Jesus knows of this also. Which is why he sent down and informed individuals like Ellen G. White, MLK, Malcolm X, and who ever about religion and social justice. Because they had knowledge to put bits and pieces together. To learn and listen to the word is one thing, but asking questions will not throw us away from God, it will not anger him. He said, "Ask and we will be given, seek and we shall find." In order for us to help others, we must help ourselves first; we must fully understand his message and truth first. Then we will be able to share his message. We must have reconciliation in followers of Chrsit first and heal one another before we can heal others. We must remember though not to oppress and force our faith on those who do not want to believe. Mission work must be done peacefully. At the end of the day, we are Sabbath keepers are oppressed also. All other faiths understand that. We must also understand them and not try to change what they are. Stating who you are and what you stand for is not bad, but trying to impose and having in the back of your mind there are truths that you don't know, or contradictions that lie ahead, that is the problem. The answers you seek are in the bible, yes, this is true, do not stir away from it though God's word has been tampered with, but also take the time to go to nature away from civilization and other people and seek God. Ask him questions. If you are upset with him, tell him that, don't be afraid to have a one on one with God. Listen to what he is trying to say. He speaks to you through many avenues. Ill tell you right now also, those who we shun away from us because we thought were speaking foolishness, may actually know what they are talking about. You will be surprised how Satan can twist the eyes of the believer and make a fine line between mentally crazy and truth that sounds crazy.