Dear Daniel
I was blinded by my obsession...
Dear Daniel,
I have been thinking about all the fantasies I had about you and experienced with you. I couldn't wait until I went to see you because with you was like a natural high. I yearned for the touch of your body and your good love-making but that is simply all that you wanted from me. I know you believe in the idea of "free love" and I understand that but it gets old and I can't deal with it anymore. My husband, Raymond, might not have been the one for me but he did love me even though he didn't express his intimate feelings with me at all. This is where you came in, to fulfill those physical needs that I longed for, but I can't live for those feelings anymore. I obsessed over you so much that it became my life and I wasn't complete unless I saw you.
I loved how agressive you were and that you gave me a motorcycle. I finally realized though that the motorcycle was just the bait to make me keep coming back to you. I know you enjoyed the time we shared together and I did too but it needs to end. I have come to the realization that I am better off without you. You played with my mind and practically brainwashed me to think that there was nothing wrong with the random relationship that we had. I, on the other hand, am unable to separate my emotions with my physical needs so I am going to let you go and settle for something else. I know you will find someone else to mess around with and I will stick to my dreams. I don't want to know what you have to say back nor do I want you to contact me ever again. I am going to move on and that will start will straightening things up with Raymond and if he doesn't change then I'll have to settle with no one. It is time for me to live for myself.
Sincerely,
your ex lover,
Rebecca