I'm sorry mom
To my dearest mom
I am so thankful to have you as a mom. Even when I was away from you, I knew that I could always count on you. I am sorry that I will die before you just like my lil brother. I know that dad left us because he couldn't stand the fact that my lil brother and his son died before he did. Now, it looks like you will be all left alone. I am so sorry that I have Aids and that it will soon take me away from you. I am sorry for the fact that I was a girl who knew what she wanted. I am sorry for the fact that I decided to sleep with that bartender. I am sorry for the fact that now I have Aids. And I am sorry for the fact that I am going to leave you in pain. I wish I could go back and change everything. I wish I could have been more easy going and a different girl. Then, I might not have ever slept with that bartender. However, the one thing that I am most sorry for is not really regretting for anything that I have done. If all this bad things didn't happen, then I could have never met my two friend Jane and Holly. I really learned to live my life in that small amount of time that i spent with this two girl. I hope you will find the space in your heart to forgive me. I love you mom
Yours daughter
Robin